Nuts.

SIAANN.

2010-06-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

Guess what. I'm in Autumn Lab now. -.- It's ALPs. And it's boring so far. It will be boring still. 1 hour and 15 more minutes till freedom. No, got the first St John Day rehearsal later at 1pm. Sian. Training after that ):

Darn, the keyboard here is damn stiff. So hard to type -___-

I super super can't wait for thursday and friday to come! It'll be fun horh xD horny horny ~
LOL. Inside joke x)

AND THE STUPID SPACEBAR IS SPOILT!! GRRRR.

JIAYING'S BEING STUPID. She saved the english project document as "JIAYING'S AWESOME ^^". COME ON LAR. THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD KNOWS SHE ISN'T. SUPER BHB LEH -.- SCREW HER. I'M MORE AWESOME CAN. :DDDDDD

AT LEAST I KNOW HANNAH AND LINJING WILL AGREE WITH ME, HORH?

Okay, I super super hope things don't screw up later on... Should be supervising bah. Mmm...
And I'll be shouting, feeling angry and frustrated and sticky and hot in the sweaty way.. WHILE THE AWESOME JIAYING IS HAVING FUN @ EAST COAST PARK PLAYING WET GAMES,SCREAMING AWAY AND HAVING BBQ WITH HER AWESOME AHBAND!!! ^^

So, obviously it was THAT awesome jiaying who wrote that. BUT i'm not jealous. At least I'll be going for 3F's bbq. Unlike someone... PON THE BBQ CAUSE OF SOME STUPID SECTION OUTING. -.- She good. PANGSEH ME. AGAIN. YEAH. SHOULD MAKE HER BE MY DANG JIAN PAI SOMEDAY. AGAIN. XD

Okay, I'm gonna whack Jiaying's head and ass now. BYE. (I'm sooo not a les. -.-)

Everyday, is a bliss. (:

FIRST VISIT TO ABI'S HOUSE

2010-06-15T08:04:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA. EPIC DAY YESTERDAY! Okay, it wasn't Vanessa's first time (her second) but yes, it was for joelynn and sherry. Watched two BORING movies, including House Bunny, which joe said was super nice. Anyway, played twister first. ZOMG LA HAHAHA. Super funny! We were like in super super awkward positions and joe kept smacking my ass -.- WTHHHHHH. THANKS HORH JOE! Before that, they tried out my newly bought water hula hoop. At first, joe was the only one who couldn't do it. But then, later can liao. Later then post, bye!

It's school holidays.

2010-05-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

Great, time to grumble again. Darn the school holiday homeworks. Life in primary school was so much better lorh.

Had YOG briefing today. Boring uhh. At first still okay, was hearing what they'll saying. Then started spacing out after an hour. Started to daydream again. >< And munch on Joelynn's malteses. xD Quite fun uh.

But not the part when I was finding the block. Apparently Ms Trina didn't tell us which block it was. Only say Nanyang Polytechnic. -.- Then circled around the campus quite a lot of times. And the security guard told me the wrong block. Pissing off la. -______-

Oh wells, went AMK hub after that for lunch. Wasn't my type. Not fun to shop there de :X

Yayyy! Thursday's coming soon. I really can't wait ><

Vanessa, remember to be my dang jian pai! :D

Nothing beats sitting with you on the bus, and you being my pillow ^-^

Believing in fairytales, again

2010-05-22T10:52:00.002+08:00

Okay, back. Finally.

First CCA yesterday. Zommmgggg. Either it's their attitude problem or they really can't do it. Pissing off man. And my voice is surprisingly better after all that shouting and scolding. Sian, I really hate scolding people. It hurts seeing people intimidated cause it reminds me of the past when I was a cadet too. Nvm, I shall be both welfare and strict... Since I don't want to disappoint any seniors but at the same time, I don't wish to scare anyone away. :X

So, MYEs was pretty screwed. Especially my languages and PHYSICS. OH GOD DAMN PHYSICS. GOT A BAD BAD B4. ): I need a tutor. FAST. Preferably one who has already given everything back to his teacher liao. xD

Okay inside joke.

Nvm.

Sec 2 students are going China next week. WTFFFFFF. GRRRR ):< All thanks to H1N1, our batch didn't get to go. But then, the core humans people can go to Japan. WALAOOOOOO. ASSHOLE, THEY GOOD LA. I want go also ): Nvm. Rather go there with someone else and not school. :P

School is pretty much mundane now. After all the last minute chiong chiong chiong for mid years, it's back to lessons, boring lessons. And CCA. Hope everything goes smoothly.

And there's HQ training tomorrow. Shit. Half uniform. Hope the instructors there don't kp me. If not, they shall have a taste of their own medicine xD

Okay I shall end here.
Bye!

I feel very lucky, to have you. Really am. ><
Marina offer, don't forget! :D

Hell's over.

2010-05-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH BABY. (sorry, I fell in love with this phrase.)
MYE MYE MYE. BYE. MYE. BYE BYE MYE.

I just realised both ends with 'YE'. -.-

Anyway, major screw this year. But then, who really cares now? HAHHAHA.
It's science centre tomorrow darlings! DON'T BE LATE.

And sickening Jiaying made me WAKE UP AT 7.30AM JUST TO HAVE KFC BREAKFAST WITH HER. SHE'D BETTER HAVE MY COOKIES READY OR ELSE...

I want buy bag with her. ): But mummy don't allow. Dammit dammit.

New school bag. I need you. D:

Okay gonna turn in now. It's been an awesome day at Joe's house.
HAHA POSEIDON AND MR BEAN'S HOLIDAY PEOPLE. Nice right?!!! :D
Told ya you should watch. And for goodness sake, poseidon is not scary at all!!! It's just a freaking good thriller and action movie. HAHHA. Thanks for the pringles and oreos :P
Watching little nyonya with sherry there whining was quite epic too -____-

SHREK 4. NA HAVE A DATE WITH YA.

Byeee! (to whoever's reading this but I doubt no one reads cause my blog's way way dead. Oh wells. -___-)

I'd rather protect them than to confront you. Though it pretty hurts alot inside to keep everything to myself.

It's drawing near.

2010-05-01T19:28:00.002+08:00

Uhohohohohoh. Next thursday's start of the torment. And, wtf am I doing here, fbing and blogging?! Gonna watch IP Man 2 later. Uhoh. I realised that I'm super super slack nowadays...

Holy crapcrapcrap. -_____-

Physics is the major killer now. English too. AHHHH SHIT. Okay, watching yitiantulongji now. Hahaha zhao min's gonna come into the show today! Pretty girl with huge eyes .___. Envy envy envy!!

BYEEEE.

I'm gonna be firm with this decision of mine.

Lies.

2010-04-26T17:59:00.003+08:00

Lies. That's the question for English free writing essay. I thought I did okay, but after the papers were handed up, I start to find the story pretty ridiculous... What's done is done. Let's not brood over it.

Godammit.

Why does that sound so familiar.

Chinese was better than I thought. Scare myself for nothing. But there's a high possibility that I may li ti for zuo wen. ): See how first.

Went lunching with Gemonn, Charmaine, Wenyi and Pinyi at Century Square foodcourt. Quite a joke. Haha, and Pinyi just can't stop commenting about my hair.

Goldfish. -.- ya right.

Maybe God made it in such a way that when it's time for us to have a break, you're gone. Timing so awesomely perfect. It really seems like you're pushing the blame to me. Solely me. Really, I'm not an angel. I'm not perfect. I admit I'm at fault too. But solely at fault? I don't think so.

Headache.

2010-04-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah, headache since yesterday. No idea why. Must be too stressed already. And according to Huishi, I have a few more white hair popping out. ): Darnnn. Must be the genes.

Today was pretty slack. Chinese lesson was (Y). Teacher kept talking about chinese oral so it was pretty much a crapping session. And to think I dozed off on the chair and caishujun had to call me to jolt me out from my sleep. -.- Embarassing. Embarrassing. Embarrasing.

WHATEVER.

So ya, was freaked out by Gemonn who said the bio test (scheduled for us at 1.30pm) was damn tough. Omg lahhhh. No mood liao. Just freaking out in my desk. And Linjing was there trying to comfort me rofls. SHE FAILED THOUGH. And my headache got worse at that point of time. Wow, how 准 the timing. Bio test turned out NOT that tough but ain't easy either. Just hope I don't fail that's all. ):

We had some first-aid lessons for the Indonesia students for twinning programme after bio test. Omg, I have no idea what I was doing there. Mainly slacking, talking to Vanessa and checking FA Manual for recovery position. LOL. .______. I still can't believe the judge say our recovery position is incorrect. -.- Slacked in storeroom for an hour plus before going home.

And I'm awed by the discovery I found there. I should start bracing myself for camp proposal soon. /:

Just one week. And lotsa problems are already surfacing.

I love life.

Moving on, the days dragged on.

The curse of the pocky.

2010-04-20T20:34:00.004+08:00

Today's emaths test SCREWED. AGAIN. Gradient of perpendicular straight line I forgot to put negative sign in front of the '1'. Lost 6 marks as a result. No E.C.F. Darn it.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR.

To make things worse, Jiaying took my cola sweet without me knowing. We went library study, then I knew I put my yupi cola somewhere but I forgot where it was. So, I searched frantically for that sweet (quite pathetic I know, but I needed sugar rush somehow) while Jiaying went into the library. Guess what.

THAT FREAKING SWEET WAS WITH HER AFTERALL. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT GOT THERE. -.- THANKS SO MUCH GIRL.

So we started to eat sweets. In the library. And when it came to the last gummy, I kindly GAVE it to Jiaying. HAHA. Who knows, it was stuck to the wrapper. So the unglam looked pretty unglam trying to tear the sweet out from the wrapper. In the library. (I think the librarian was watching lorh. just that she hack care nia)

Okay, now onto the pocky incident.

Wait, btw that girl left her wallet. In the library. Not literally inside but at the cubicle to put our bags there. We were at the drinks stall when she realised that. So, I walked back to the library with her to get her damn freaking wallet which was actually very important to her cause her money, Ezlink and band keys are inside. Well, she ain't that concerned about her $$, partly cause she has plenty of them. HA. Yup, found her wallet there, much to her relief.

I bought pocky and she bought hello panda.

BIGGGG MISTAKE.

Hello panda was gone even before we left school. Pocky, I still got half a packet left. Imagine this.

-takes out pocky stick from the packet-

-open your mouth while putting the pocky into your mouth-

-someone just break the stick (one big portion of it) and eat it-

Yeah. This happened CONTINUOUSLY for about 6 times during the 10 mins walk down the hill. THANKS LORH JIAYING.

I'M SO GONNA HARP ON THIS POCKY MATTER.

Sian. Next monday's Paper 1. Yay screw screw screw! -.-

Slowly, it'll fade away, I promise.

Unintentional.

2010-04-15T11:44:00.002+08:00

And everything just came out unintentionally. ):
I really didn't want you to know seriously. But it seems that I have no choice but to come clean with you. And, the result turned out more disastrous than I expected.

I'm really very confused.

Last attachment.

2010-04-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

Okay, pretty screwed up for today. Tired, and my feet is super suan and sore and I have no idea why. Maybe, Squad 1 IC post ain't as fun as I thought it will be. -.- GAHHH. Secretary's mine. DON'T STEAL IT AWAY FROM ME TYVM.

NAPFA. EPIC FAIL.

Sit and reach: 36cm -.-
Inclined pull-ups: 20
Sit ups: 41 (i think)
SBJ: 171cm. YAY YAY YAY. IMPROVED ALOT ALOT ALOT. (hahahhaa the power of short legs! <3)

left with shuttle run and 2.4km run. heard that the run will be on next next wednesday 4pm. Sian, so hot ask us go run. -.-

Handover in two days. Getting the jitters already. /:

When the heart just isn't there anymore. And now, all you care is about yourself. Haiz.

NA'10.

2010-04-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

It started out as a shock to know who my team members are.
More shocking to know that we're gonna be NA this year.

(let me copy joe's format.)

I miss the times we had illegals in Theresa's lounge room.
I miss CST.
I miss pumping for one another's mistakes.
I miss THAT illegal training when the two KAYPOH instructors kept digging info out of me.
I miss hearing their debriefs on what we did wrong and/or what we missed out.
I miss FA cases. (maybe not.)
I miss having yingna and zhijia as my casualties WHO ALWAYS CO-OPERATE with me. <3
I miss that homenursing song. SMILE (:
I miss the pep-talk we had on Saturday.
I miss Ben Sir's medic stories.
I miss my instructors. <3

I'm glad that we won, but somehow, that feeling of excitement wasn't as strong as I thought it will be. I'm just happy that you instructors are proud of us, and I'm also proud of my team.

Ncomp's coming in 3 more months. MYEs are here too. Holy shit.

Let's work harder. For AHSJAB.

2010-03-31T19:44:00.004+08:00

4 more days.
Oh god oh god.

Can I just stop freaking out during case?!

Smile.

You make me
Smile like a sun
Fall out of a bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
Oh you make me smile ~

Na'10. Jiayous!

1 MORE WEEK.

2010-03-28T16:59:00.001+08:00

Officially one more week left.
NA'10. JIAYOUS! <3

Fifteen.

2010-03-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

Life is wonderfully sweet, at times.
Otherwise, it's bitter like no other.

15th birthday. Let's just say it'll be one of the most memorable birthday ever. At least, I hope it will be. (: It doesn't ends today, right? And I hope my birthday wish will come true~ .___.
Tuesday, I'm waiting.

And yes, one year older, mature, prettier, smarter. Not to forget, more stressful, more white hair (dammit!), more assignments, more commitments. So are birthdays worth celebrating? Hmm...

4 April's coming. 28 more days! That day, will also be a memorable one for me, I hope. Before comp, during comp, after comp. After comp. You'd better keep up to your promise twin. (:

Life is unpredictable.
Only thing we can do, is prepare for the worst, and hope for the best.
Let's stop doubting each other, fate and God.
Let's work hard to go through this.

Abi's feeling quite low now. Just realised there's chinese homework which she haven't do yet. Darn it. And she's prepared to flunk both her physics and ss tests.

That feeling, sucks.

2010-03-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

I'm afraid now. I really really feel lost.
I need you, now.

But where are you?

2010-02-28T18:18:00.003+08:00

I'm thinking of changing the picture up there. Cause I'm now a girl with short hair. Nvm, being lazy me, I shall just leave it there.

It's when you drown yourself in doubt, that you see unanswered questions.

Outrageous.

2010-02-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

dammit. i hate tests. tomorrow's chinese. chapters 1-4. chengyu 151-170. HELL. PURE HELL.

cai lao shi didn't even go through the chengyu... die liao lah. ): and i think the compre's gonna be uber uber hard. ARGH. I HATE CHINESE.

amaths surds test, chemistry test on chapters 1-4 and bio spa pratical food tests on the upcoming week. dammit. I HATE SEC3 LIFE. and it's only the end of february. wth.

i hate life. and i see no meaning to it. Routines, every month, everyday. life sucks, big time.

there's something to look forward to though.
next sunday! :D

Darn it.

2010-02-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

AND YES. MY HAIR'S SHORT NOW. WHOOOOO.

i really wonder what will happen tomorrow -.-

From a distance

2010-02-16T14:31:00.002+08:00

i hate sorethroats.
and i really really want to pon school tomorrow.
can i? ):

gosh, i have a weird feeling about tomorrow.

Life.
is it really worth living? slogging your guts out just to live up to the fullest?

Self-denial

2010-02-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

and for that, i hate myself.

who's the loser now?

2010-01-30T10:22:00.002+08:00

after all these years, why can't we just bury the hachet and finish the last one year together?
i'm really tired. let's just run the last lap, as one, please.

running nose early in the morning sucks.
and my phone alarm didn't work. stupid stupid.

yes! grandma's house later. whooohooo!! <:
haha, finally gathering w cousins again. <3

maths tuition later. D:
i don't mind amaths but emaths is quite... sian.
teacher go so slow. still at completing the square/formula method. quadratic equations. -.-
by the way, i like mr wee.

inequalities suck though.
< = lesser than.
> = more than.
or is it the other way round? shit.

can't seem to understand.

watched alvin and the chipmunks 2 yesterday.
not that bad. but i find it quite random. chipmunks go school. -.-

and i still love theodore. <3

gotta run.
bye!

did you even take a good look at yourself before you comment on others?

truths and lies

2010-01-28T19:42:00.004+08:00

briefing was screwed today. i shouldn't stayed back and 'force' everyone to stay back too. yay, i'm the bad guy for the day. as always. -.-

i slept during history today. wow. when i opened my eyes, i saw mr yeow kind of staring at me. -.- i love WWI. and definitely the Czar and Kaiser.

Holy, just remembered SS homework ain't done yet. great, homework. plenty of them.
i don't mind amaths homework though. ^^V

Gemonn and Wenyi gave me a new nickname. xiia0abi become xiia0heibi (small prawns). lols, not bad horh. by the way, happy guessing to who suggested "xiia0abi" this name to me. (:
and, i'm proud of my height. very proud of the number "155" -.-

welcome party tomorrow. i don't know...but i think it'll be screwed >< haiz, success never comes from our squad. but i really hope it's not a big flop tomorrow. really really hope.

bye.

we'll go through this together as one.
and i know, we'll do even better than before.

skeptical.

2010-01-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

tuesdays. best day of the week, currently.

had physics and chemistry lab today. -.- phy was pretty dry while chem was quite fun. fractional distillation, separating funnel and the sublimation thingy. then english then amaths. amaths. shit the test man. i hate amaths, officially. and english. and chinese. and of course, the list goes on.

stupid.

is there like triple sciences tests next week? crazy.

okay, i'm going back to my mundane world again.
bye.

"wouldn't let you walk away tonight without a word."

hurt, again.

2010-01-24T15:22:00.003+08:00

talking to sean seems the best way out.
and it worked.

thanks girl, for being there for me. damn, why did you go vj. ):
i miss you, lots. <3

i don't understand why.
if what you want is to end this friendship, i get the hint.
seriously.
i got it.

groping in the darkness

2010-01-13T22:00:00.003+08:00

LOL. jiaying went on stage today to promote her band concert. quite cute rofl.
花痴~

PE was crap. got humiliated by mr terry. he singled out me and jiaying cause we were both playing and need to do some stupid exercise by ourselves while the rest were looking. lame shit can.

gonna be a long day tomorrow. i hate thursdays. and fridays. damn, life sucks.
nothing to look forward to. hmm. @_@

and i like today's expressions! omg, the story is nice. heard it somewhere before.
here it goes:

in a hospital, there was a ward with two patients inside.
both of them are handicapped and bed-ridden.
one of their bed is leaning against the wall while the other has a window above it.
so, after every lunch, the patient whose bed has a window above it (patient 1) will have to bathe and in that process, he will stretch his head as high as possible to see what the outside world was.
he would tell the other patient (patient 2) what he saw outside. and patient 2, being bed-ridden, will just enjoy the scenes depicted by patient 1, like who's in the park, how happy the children were playing.
then one night, a thought suddenly came into patient 2's mind. why isn't he the one to be sitting at that bed with the window above it? why can't he be the one to enjoy the beautiful scenary and have to listen to patient 1 describe the wonders of the outside world to him, where he could only listen?
so the next morning, he told the nurse that he wanted to change beds with patient 1. but, the nurse rejected him, saying it was troublesome as there were many tubes around and it would waste a lot of time. patient 2 wasn't satisfied. he kept thinking of looking out of the window to enjoy the outside world.
one night, patient 2 heard patient 1 struggling and groping around for a device to call for the nurse. patient 2 had his own device in his hand. and just when he was about to press the button, at that split second, a thought flashed into his mind.
'why not i let him die, so i can shift my bed to his position where i can enjoy the scenary outside?'
with this thought, he went back to sleep, peacefully.
sure enough, patient 1 died that night. the nurse/doctor came in and place the blanket over him, pronouncing him dead.
this time, patient 2 was overjoyed.
finally, he could enjoy the scenary of the outside world.
so once again, he asked the nurse to move his bed to the other side.
the nurse agreed.
that day, patient 2 could hardly concentrate. he took 2 mouthfuls of his lunch and anticipated to his bathing time.
alas, the time came and he stretched his head as high as possible. all he could see was, a white wall.

i find this story meaningful. not sure if you guys liked it or not.

okay, gotta go sleep already.
-.-

if it's meant to be, it'll be yours.
and i doubt fate ever wants us to be together.

2010-01-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

no idea why i'm posting so much these few days. anyway, amaths homework done! gosh, indices ain't what i expected.

but it's still nothing compared to log. omg. log can really die. complicated piece of shit.

tuition just now was plain sick. the class was talking/discussing about boobs. and cher suddenly said he got google 'guiness world of records' for biggest boobs and they showed the picture. transplant. grosss. and we were like talking about superheroes. cause of serene's 2G class tee. got the superman thing. rofl lah. still, i must say, log is pure hell. i wonder how ms lgl will teach that chapter. maybe she'll just chiong through the whole thing and everyone will be like filled with question marks.

learned a bit of jap from cher just now. yes!
watashi wa abigail des. apparantly, des = full stop.
isn't there suppose to be a 'chan' behind the name? 'kun' is for boys if i'm not wrong. o_o

and i want a jap name. ):
a cute one preferbably. :D

taking another step forward.

2010-01-12T15:33:00.003+08:00

great, no reply, no nothing. whatev. a thankyou would be nice though.

school's horrible. physics lab was, hypnotising session, as what mdm hidaya say. pendulum bob; swing here, swing there. boringgg. and i finally ate faster than jiaying during recess. HA. now she knows the agony i go through when she rushes me to eat faster.

then, it was chem. omg. some weird teacher came in and he started talking about 'peer feedback'. wth?! waste of time. made us do self learning for chapter 3. z. he's doing some research for phd and is gonna be coming in for four periods of our chem lessons. omg lah.

SEL was stupid. we tried to discuss bout social enterprise day. and i wrote 'peace tea' instead of peach tea. omg. and 'mocca' instead of mocha. failure man. and yueren was no better. didn't know how to spell 'sauce'. LOL. funny. vice-chair for second week; complete failure. jiaying's a great secretary though.

tuition later. log. omg, it's gonna be hell. logloglog ):

and i gotta mug now. this is stupid.
life is stupid.

start of something new. :D

2010-01-11T17:59:00.004+08:00

in the process of doing chinese compo now. 报章报道。asssss lahh.

feeling quite down now. don't know why leh. ):

omg.

it's his birthday tomorrow. o_o

great, i'm being random again. -.- okay, back to compo now.

holy shit.

2010-01-11T16:12:00.004+08:00

wow. i changed the blogskin, like finally.

number 3 is horrible. i wonder how i'm gonna live with her for the next two years. and i still owe her 2 bbt cause she help me polish my boots for mock comp. ):

today's chinese lesson was stupid. cai lao shi scammed us. dammit. she said do da gang, then instead we need to chiong ying yong wen and zuo wen in one and a half hours. crazy. did zuo wen as hw instead. and ss, omg, i really am starting to fall asleep. the cher's quite nice but it really is boringgg. there's ss hw too. ): and physics worksheet on moments. moments <3. xD

there's no cca today. :D haha, just last week was orientation rehearsal, mock comp. wow, so fast everything's over.

will it be the same with you?

2010-01-10T21:45:00.002+08:00

First week of school is definitely not what i expected. Class environment is super stressful. Especially with Jiaying sitting beside me. -.-

Orientation was okay. Didn't screw up for fancy drill! HAHA. So happy lo. And mock comp. Number 1 cried after case and HN. ): But we still did good. I don't know why. I screwed up case. Big time...

Went to tampines CC today. Saw dexter over there. LOL. Seriously, it was super coincidental that he's sitting beside me. >< and to my right was ex-schoolmate Kristel. Dickson was there too.

Omg need go sleep le. Wth.

It's really amazing how the smses turned out to be something that was really unexpected.

2010-01-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't be posting but, oh well.

Jiaying's a horror. (full stop)
I got hit by her like 5 times a day. Thanks girl. -.-
And A maths is plain BORING.

Okay, bye.

Omg, I so want my sleep.

BNCO Camp.

2009-12-16T12:08:00.004+08:00

Okay, let's start.

Day 1.
Reached Yuying at about 6.45am. And hell, we fall in at 7am. Then as usual, stood there for more than an hour just for the UI. -.- Then went for bunk check. Bunk 1 made Wedia super pissed cause we were super slow when the other bunks have already finished pasting their newspapers and taking out their stuff from their bags already. Whatev. Who's fault? Bunk IC, most probably. Her instructions were like, Clothes furthest right, no left, then put the shorts beside the clothes, or is it undergarments, etc. Finally, Theresa came and set things right. Hell, that Nasura mam keep making us take out and put in our stuff. Asshole. After that was lunch. Freaking shock to see just rice, veggie, fish and chicken wing only. Wth. (And btw, that's the same meal for the rest of the dinner and lunch except for last day's dinner where it was beehoon and there were no veggies.) Couldn't finish. Luckily Wedia let me off. :D Then it was theory for MOI. To prepare us for 2nd day's MOI exam. Footdrills thingy. Then we had sing-a-long in the AVA room. LOL. After that was dinner. Time really flies. Food was hell again. Then was casualty simulation. Quite fun, did the make up and stuff. Really interesting. Then we had to make up a storyline to make a senario for other groups to act out. Jairia and me created this story. A couple was making out in the rooftop of a carpark when suddenly the boy's girlfriend appeared with a knife and gun. HAHA, and it continues. LOL. Dramatic. Batfish, my group, WON. Prize was, 5 minutes extra time to bathe. -.- That's pathetic. After that was supper. Wth, there's supper?! Red bean soup. Yuck. Then it was personal admin, aka bathing time. Jairia, me and huishi squeezed into one cubicle and just rinsed our hair. Lights out.

Day 2
Couldn't sleep that night. Turned around and around. Drifted in and out of my sleep. -.- Huishi slept on my left and Gemaine on my right. Woke up at 5am. Seconds before my watch rang. Huishi woke up instantly then I turned to Gemaine and started to tap, then shake her up. Something funny happened. Gemaine SLEEPTALK! HAHA. Lucky she never say out some boy's name, if not she gg liao. Changed and freshen up. Fall in. I was the Group IC for the day. -.- Theresa was the Course IC for the day. Had breakfast which sucked. Then MOI exam. It was nothing actually. Just coming out to command. And do drills uh. I super suey. Did belok command. Didn't even know how to do. So just crapped up with this, "Kekanan Belok!" all the way. HA. Then lunch. -.- Then it was briefing for hike. Which was for the next day. Then we had to prepare our stuff for the hike next day. After that had dinner I think. Then it was map-reading lecture. Personal Admin. Lights out.

Day 3
Woke up freaking early. Gemaine didn't sleeptalk this time. Aw. Fall in at 6am. Had breakfast until 6.30am. Bus came. Bus-ed to Changi Ferry Terminal. And took ferry to Pulau Ubin. LOL. Hiked for the whole day. Practically. Reached at about 7am. Left at around 3, going 4. Hiking was quite fun. Seriously. At first we were very dead. No cheer, no songs. Then was field cooking. Heeeeheee :D Really did field cooking sia. Never use the stove provided at all. Instead, we used rocks as the stove and keep feeding the fire by putting in twigs and dead leaves. SUPER FUN. <3

Day 4
Time really flies. Seems like I've been in that camp for weeks already. Couldn't wake up. Or didn't want to wake up. Super groggy. Had breakfast then lecture. Had lecture then lunch. After lunch had lecture again. After that lecture, we had camp fire preparation. That day's Course IC was... She keep repeating her commands over and over again when she could have just commanded us to 'Move'. Wasted a lot of time as a result. Carried the benches here and there. And after dinner, which was at 5.30pm, we head off to the old parade square to have our campfire. Had our campfire performance, dance and advertisement. We danced 'Sorry Sorry', thanks to a guy in our group who has entered a dancing competition with that song. The dance is cool! LOL. (Y) After that, we had sing-a-long, where everything became quite emo. Then we cleared everything. Personal Admin. Lights out.

Day 5
I super suey. Gemaine and me tio night century second shift which was from 2am to 4am. Didn't want to sleep so we chatted with Jairia after lights out until 1.45am when we went to report. Grouped with Yufeng. Haiz, no Gemaine. Talked and walked. Almost fell asleep. Had no energy at all uh. Finally went back to bunk at 4am. Huishi said hello to me but I practically dao-ed her and immediately slept. Sorry! Really tired. Heard someone waking me up but didn't cared much. Then finally woke up. It was 5.30am then. 5.55am must fall in already. Haven't freshen up yet. Huishi later told me she woke me up at 5 but I didn't care. Lol. Felt super grouchy and giddy then fall out. Slept for 1 and a half hours only leh. Z. Breakfast was the last meal for camp. (Y) Finally. Then we had to clear stuff. Volunteered to go to Air Rifle Room to go and arrange tables. Suey suey me and Jairia running in there tio caught by DO. Then she called us to come out. I quite scared then. Heng ah, Timothy Sir came and said he need 2 volunteers to come help him in the Logistics Room. DO 'made' us go their as punishment. We ended taking down the newspapers while the others were in the bunk arranging all the tables and stuff. HA. What a punishment. LOL. :D Super relieved. After that we had phototaking. Then it was, BREAK CAMP. Like finally. Zhiping's dad tompang me and Joelynn home. Phew, lucky never take 53, bag was like freaking heavy. Went home, fetched brother, and was shock to see mum on MC. Had a thorough bath then went to sleep. I skipped lunch that day. Slept at about 3pm, woke up at 5pm. Went Century Square for dinner. Had Ramen. Keep sleeping sia, even in the bus. -.- Went home and chiong-ed 'Together' on MOBTV. Slept at around 10.30pm, woke up the next day at 12pm. HA. Slept at 1pm again. Woke up at 3.30pm. LOL. Freaking fun to keep sleeping. After that was tuition. Gah, was at a loss of what teacher was teaching. Oh well. Went home and chiong-ed 'Together', watched until Episode 17 already. Had Spring Chicken for supper. Yumyum! <3

Gotta go,
Bye!
Abigail.

Stop living in the past, bitch.

Still afraid.

2009-12-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

Bnco camp tomorrow. Yikes, bet it's gonna be boring. -.- Started watching Moonlight Resonance on mysoju.com. Like finally. Quite nice uh, only at episode 8. D: Illegals are kind of okay without seniors, sirs and mams. But CST is definitely a big NO-NO. Commando style training. T_T

Extinguish that longing in me.

Half Alive

2009-12-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

Started maths tuition today at Mavis. Hmm, A maths was a toughie. Super hard. E maths was... Let's just say I learnt indices before. ;D Serene was in the same tuition as me, again! Ha, maths tuition and she never bring calculator.

Went to Popular Tampines Mall after that. The crowd drew me crazy, practically crazy. Popular was damn crowded cause it has 3 coupons of 20% discount storewide for members. LOL. Great opportunity to see aunties buying tons of assesment for their kids. Goodness. Spent a horrible 2 hours there. And my brother bought 3 chinese assesment books. Siao right. -.- Anyway, walked out of TM and there was this booth about Team Singapore, asking you to give your wishes to Team Sg for this coming SEA games. Great, I'll be in camp then. Sent an sms and won a T-shirt. LOL. Red in colour. Guess you'll see me wearing it on National Day. :D

Boringgg. Training's in two days. Gosh, a freaky feeling is creeping up on me. No idea what will happen. Afterall, I've slacked for one whole week already.

Gotta go,
Bye!
Abigail.

Thrown into a world of guilt.

Willing?

2009-12-04T14:03:00.004+08:00

HA. Fried rice with eggs and sausage! Cooked by yours truly. It taste great okay! <: Yeah, but too much eggs is giving me the creeps. Yuck.

水浒传 is finally read finish! Omg, a BIG BIG BIG accomplishment. It some hell book that you won't want to read. Glad it's over. 280+ pages of hell. Wow. BNCO meeting was funny. HA. We were like in our very own world. Heeee. xD Actually supposed to mrt to lavender with Huishi but no time le. So we spent over an hour in Century Square foodcourt for lunch, thanks to Huishi whose mouth is super small and eat freaking slow. (: Me, Gemaine and Huishi ordered korean la mian while Sherry ordered some tomyam soup thingy. Took 29 and reached home around 3, going 4.

And, oh ya, a funny/freaky incident happened on 1 Dec. Okay, I won't say it's funny. No, not funny. I'm not a sadist. Okay, here's what happened.
Went to New Generation Kitchen at hougang there, near Punggol Nasi Lemak for dinner. Parents' anniversary. Ordered quite a lot of things including cereal prawns and chilli crab. :D Kangkong too. So, my back was facing the door while my mum was facing it. While eating, suddenly my mum ask me not to turn back cause some Indian woman dressed untidily and barefooted came in. At first, she told the waitress table for 4. But when the waitress asked to come inside and sit, she refused and instead sat at the table nearest to the door, where my table was just beside it. And she was left there, just like that. Nobody went to attend to her. I continued eating, yep :D Then my mum suddenly told me that she started to eat the other table's leftovers. D: I almost lost my appetite. Continued eating until she(Indian lady) started to ask for water. But nobody attended to her, still. Decided to stop eating and went to wash hands with brother. Came back and saw her sitting on my seat! @_@ Parents were at the cashier there paying money. The atmosphere was like super tense uh. Then got one China worker came and like gesture her to go out, saying she's not welcome. And she suddenly say, You gila! And keep asking/demanding for water. Then, she spat onto the floor. Don't know what she spat out but it definitely is gross. Then got one indian guy came in and say what, Give her what she want, I pay. Everybody stunned. And she was grinning away. Didn't know what happen after that cause we quickly zao from that restaurant. Mum told me later on that while I was washing my hands, she took my crab, the one that I thought still got meat, and looked inside. Then, she threw it onto the floor. o_o Poor crab. Okay, must be I ate up everything huh. ._. I hated Chinese tea (not China tea -.-) but parents still ordered it so I got a cup which is still filled to the brim. And, when eating, mum told me jokingly to drink it if not she(Indian lady) will help me to drink. And ya, she drank it when I was washing my hands. Ohmygod. Oh well, all I know is that she scared a couple of customers away and I had an eye-opening dinner.

There's training next monday and tuesday. ): AHHH. And BNCO camp starts next thursday. Coming back on monday. Z.

Gotta go,
Bye!
Abigail.

Cross that bridge of Regret.

Trapped, alone.

2009-12-01T14:32:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I seem like a workaholic. Yeah, towards playing and just lazing around on the sofa watching the tv. Haven't been audi-ing for 2-3 weeks already. No life. Tv's the only thing keeping me going. But Mio's driving me crazy. I want StarHub. ):

1st December, I wrote on the page of December of my calendar, 'end of sec 2?' o_o
This year flew pretty fast huh. Almost like the speed of light. Seems as though yesterday was when I was chionging my Sec 1 holiday homework for Sec 2. 30 days countdown to the new year. Yikes, am I going to spend the new year at Downtown East again? -.- Lame. It's super boring there. D:

It's super funny. You appeared in my dreams last night, again. Man, when can those daydreams go away? Z. Oh btw, Celeste asked me is there going to be 6B outing this hols. I'm not sure. 6B's kind of fading.

"So this brain in my head can forget your face." - Firewater, Yellowcard

Abigail.

Gone with the wind.

2009-11-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

Team training was awesome today. Except for the cases we did, cause I screwed everything up... Haiz, seriously my morale for case is dropping lower each time I do it. Okay nvm. At least my morale to do drills is increasing! YES! WAHAHAHA. I'm really glad that our drills really did improve alot. YIPPEE! And I'm finally able to do keblakang properly... -.- after 2 years in SJAB. Wow. Homenursing was kind of fun :D Xinmin was real nice. HAHA. But I feel kind of weird with her. Z, his effect.

Okay, going Malacca tomorrow. Bon Voyage to meeeee :D And hope hope hope I don't get lost. Omg, I really don't know what will happen if I got lost in M'sia and never come back to S'pore. Maybe, I'll wash dishes for a living.

Gotta go,
Bye!
Abigail.

Learn to cherish, learn to love and you will learn to accept. I'm currently trying to accept the fact that it's impossible already. Impossible.

2009-11-19T17:07:00.003+08:00

Erm... Okay, finally manage to post that video. But no idea why came out 2 videos instead. 0_0 Song's a bit too soft. It's poker face, yeah. And, sorry to amanda and peiyun seniors for playing w their chip&dale. :x Cute right? I know. Especially the girl on the left. :D

Audi's boring. Once again. Z.

2009-11-19T16:30:00.003+08:00

2009-11-18T21:25:00.006+08:00

HAHA. Today was farewell for 409. Fun :D Okay, performance wasn't THAT screwed. But still, I didn't manage to 'snap' Huishi's suspenders. -.- Okay, food was great. Super full ._. Siying and Shujuan's Cadbury advertisement is super funny. HAHA. They include the twitching of their mouths too! LOL.

I'm currently sending the CHIP&DALE Poker Face Dance to my old phone through bluetooth. Can't seem to install the USB software into the computer. Samsung sucks. Seriously. AHHHH I'm gonna upload that video asap! It's super cute! LOL. I'm holding Dale if I'm not wrong. The one with the red nose :D

Okay go audi le.
Bye!
Abigail.

The lack of courage to tell.

2009-11-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's BNCO. Yuckk. Full-U. Double yuckk. -.- They say BNCO camp is fun. HA, kind of looking forward to that :D But, it's training tomorrow at Yuying Secondary School. That's the school that I'm steward for during this year's zone comp! Coincidence O_O Anyway, gotta wake up like freaking early tomorrow. Z. I want my beautiful sleep. -.-

吓到笑 is nice but I don't know why I keep having nightmares about that fat lady. Omg. Z.

Gotta go.
Bye!
Abigail.

It's funny why I'm always thinking that I'm the only one that got hurt when there's a possibility that you may have to.

2009-11-12T17:40:00.002+08:00

Streaming results are out. Same class as a few people only... Gemaine, Sherry and Huishi in my class, I think. All got A2. Triple Science History! <3 Jiaying's same as me too. Sian, another two more years with her. Wait, I'll have spent four years with HER once I graduated from AHS? Wah 4 years. Sian. Can't tahan her. Bet her suan will turn worse. -.- Good thing is there's no Cheryl as backup. :D HA.

2009-11-12T11:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, audi's boring again. Novice so little people. -.- Go free channel then tio own. D: Lame. Holidays are super slack. Omg. I don't know how I'm gonna survive next year.

Walk that path together. Since you won't break the ice, neither will I.

2009-11-11T17:51:00.003+08:00

Again, tio dced from audi. Wth. Anyway, today's a slack day. Super slack. Played with audi couple in the morning. He mia super long still own me. 可见得我有多么的差. -.- Couple dance he also own me. Wah sian man. Super funny though. During couple, we were like, "i'm gonna ninja you!", "NOOOO!", "YES!", etc. And we were pawning the other two teams. :x Most number of hearts we got was 10. Hmm, not bad considering both us mia for months. Main account de couple rank dropped from 300+ to 712. Z. Nvm, I'm using my noob account now. SUNRISE. (:

Okay, I think I'm going tm or cs later. Looking for phones. Tsk, whether can buy or not is another question. -.- Oh well, hope my SA-JIAOING can play a part in the purchasing of a new phone. Performance rehearsal on Friday. I haven't memorise lines yet. Z. Luckily I don't have that much lines to memorise. Heehee. Banner is screwed up. Omg. Milo's fault. Idk what will happen. Sian. Spent whole afternoon yesterday with Vanessa, Huishi and Natelie doing the banner sia. And it's screwed up just like that. Well, my squad's the pro. We shall see what happens on Friday.

Gotta go.
Bye!
Abigail.

Call this path, Hell. I'll be waiting for you at the end of the road.

2009-11-10T14:35:00.002+08:00

Yoohoo! I'm in Vanessa's house now. Supposedly should be doing banner. D: But I have no idea why we are slacking. Vanessa's audi don't seem to like me cause it keeps not responding. ): Aww, nvm. Natelie's being very random here. Like I don't know 4 + 4 = ? -.- Sian. I want audi ): Okay, Nat's being stupid again. I'm so gonna audi at night. Yeah. :D

2009-11-09T21:44:00.004+08:00

Just dced from audi. Pissed off. Something wrong with it. Hmph. ):

And I'm finally done with the "extras". Finally. -.- Discussed the orientation proposal with Huishi and Wanyu in the morning. Was blog-hopping at the same time. :x (Sorry!) Found Valerie's blog LOL. Sorry I'm being random here cause I have no idea what to post. Which goes to say that holidays are pretty boring here. Oh well.

Saturday was a blast! Reached Cheryl's chalet at about 2.45pm. All thanks to Eugene who made me wait for him. Supposed to meet 2.15pm but I was late. Who knows that he was later. LOL. AND I TIO SCAM BY JIAYING. WTH. WTH. She lied to me. ): Say what, she's sick and not going to Cheryl's chalet. I kind of pitied her then. -.- Then when me and Eugene were outside the chalet, I was puzzled to see 3 pairs of slippers outside. One is Cheryl's, the other her sister's and the last pair is...? (Obviously not Cheryl's elder sister cause I met her outside chalet -.-) Walked inside and talked. After 1 minute (around there) Jiaying popped out from the toilet. Can't imagine what will happen if Eugene suddenly goes to the toilet and Jiaying was still hiding in there. Heeeheee :B Then we played uno (one round ugh -.-), and talked. Didn't talked much though cause Gemonn wasn't here. If he was, that would be a major bitching session. :D Too bad. Was sending songs from Jiaying's phone when Cheryl's mum, aunt, grandma and cousin Daryl came. Stunned. Quite awkward then cause didn't know where to go. Walked in and out of the room before the food was ready. Stupid Jiaying had to leave at 4.45pm cause she gotta watch some CONCERT. HA, was it nice dear? xD After we ate our early dinner, Jiaying left. And we started playing badminton! Omg lah. I haven't touched a badminton racket for years. Yeah, years. So my first round, SUPER SUCKY. Played with Cheryl? Forgot. And after a few more rounds with the others (Huiyi, Eugene and Daryl), I improved! WAHAHA :D Awesome indeed. Even Cheryl was impressed. But she kept saying that the blonde 'zao geng?' Nvm. I wore a skirtpants (cutlock?) to play and Cheryl wore a skirt. Pretty cool huh. Lots of people were staring though. -.- We started barbequing and I succeeded in fanning the charcoal for flames to appear (?!). Okay I don't know what I'm saying. After that we went arcade. WHEEEE FUN. Cheryl tried UFO catcher at first and did not win anything. Then proceeded to the throwing of balls. (erm it's was kind of cheat with 5 people playing at the same time). Then we played the mario kart. LOL. I was second. HUIYI WAS FIRST. Omg, the last second she ninja-ed me. Nope, overtook me. -.- Eugene third and Cheryl fourth. Tough luck girl. (: Then played BASKETBALL. Oh my, almost won Eugene and Daryl when me and Cheryl teamed up man. Another ball in jiu win le. -.- Hmm, yah. Screwed up the last few balls. Must be due to tiredness. Went back chalet, played a few more rounds of badminton and went home. ): Sent Eugene to Pasir Ris MRT then go home. Dad showed me LG's brochures on its new gadgets. Make me happy for nothing cause he didn't intended to buy ANY for me at all. Z. Contract's ending on 21 Dec. That's a long long long way.

Sunday. Went to play badminton with brother. Sucked. Must be because hand too tiring le. Then went SAFRA. Brought laptop and felt like a suakoo(?) cause didn't know how to sign in to WIFI. Wth. -.- Went to White Sands later. Make my specs. Purple and red frame. Wheee xD Lee Cooper brand. o.o AND MY DEGREE DECREASED. OMG. 50 EACH SIDE. YESH! Finally. :D

Okay gotta go. Exceeded computer time by 15 minutes. Yikes.
Bye!
Abigail.

From the instance you turned and walked away, it was goodbye.

2009-11-06T21:33:00.003+08:00

I can't believe it, but I'm going back to audi! Yay! :D
Gonna brush up my C6 for levels 10 and 11. ):
YAHHOOOO! AUDI FTW. LOL.

2009-11-06T11:55:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, I gotta admit, ZOO TRAIL WAS FUN! Omg, I suppose it ain't fun initially, but when it started to rain cats and dogs, the amount of fun we had walking in the rain (with umbrellas, duh) was uncountable. My umbrella had tiny holes in it, but I supposed Ryan's one was much worse off. LOL. Karmei wore her AYG cap, and became Jiaying's personal assistant, i.e. carrying her LEOPARD prings umbrella and sheltering the both of them. I merely followed them and inhale the AROMA of the animals faeces. Speaking of faeces, I wonder how the red-ass monkeys DEFACATES. Omg, their ass are like swollen twice, some even trice of our sizes. It was pure fun.

And I hate to admit but yesterday training was SUPER FUN. LOL. At first was home nursing which I admit we did pretty bad. Yikes. And drills were no better... AHHHHHH!!! okay, but after drills, we got a little game of sns. FUN FUN FUN. Though tiring. But it really spur me (me, not us) to like really rack my brains for sns. HAHA. :x then we had the "during pt, which punishment you hate the most" question. And being stupid, (my teammates too xD) immediately answer rangers (me), burpes? (sherry) and sit-ups (joelynn and vanessa). Man, rangers. I hate it more now. Z.

Going CCA later. Should be Field Cooking. YAY! Haha, funny thing is, I'm actually anticipating for CCA. O_O Yikes >< But the weather ain't good now. Looks like it's gonna rain. ): AH, hope the skies clear up! .__. Okay, I'm gonna eat my instant noodles now. Nissin Chilli Crab. Should be having 18 Chefs with squadmates but mum don't allow. Z. Sian larh.

Gotta go.
Bye!
Abigail.

Yup, things will change. But hopefully, for the better.

2009-11-03T10:25:00.003+08:00

Second day of holiday is already hell. How am I supposed to survive two months? Z.

I'm going Zoo Trail later. (Yay. Not.) Sub BaiChuan to go. -.- Nvm, I think I'll have fun there. (: Smelling all the shit and stuff.

Lunching with Karmei and Eugene later. Meeting at 11am /: Audition's patching. Dammit. Just when I want to stop mia-ing from it, it patch. Wth. Tio pawned like shit but can still 'own' in sbboy lahh xD Only Huijun trash me. GRRRR. >:( Evil girl. I'm gonna own her in BEATUP :x (yarh right.)

Okay, gotta go.
Byebye!
Abigail.

It's just a matter of time. Before we finally say our goodbyes.

2009-10-31T17:50:00.003+08:00

Finally got to blogging. Can't seem to put mixpod in my blog. ): No idea why. Nevermind.

Omg, Sean's post is touching. -.- Stupid Sean. Never fail to irritate my tear ducts. Went blog-hopping in the morning. Seems like Jingyi and Charissa wrote comments about everyone in class. Hmm, ain't gonna copyright. :x

I'll miss Cheryl and Jiaying for all their horny jokes and crap.
I'll miss Dr Ryan goofing around during Science lessons.
I'll miss Sean sitting right beside me and her letting me copy her answers to maths questions. (thanks!)
I'll miss the bitching sessions I had with Gemonn, Cheryl and Jiaying.
I'll miss Chenlaoshi for his "别吵吵闹闹!"
I'll miss Bai Chuan's "老子给你一记耳光!" and "own 死你!"
I'll miss Jiaying's Unglam-ness.
I'll miss Cheryl's auntie-ness. (omg, really auntie sia.)
I'll miss PE. Captain ball.
I'll miss Mrs Charles accent (for sure).
I'll miss Mr Neo's "My (beloved) maths rep".
I'll miss Brandon and Hongyu sitting behind me and us talking about cca stuff.
I'll miss Glen's "Ms Ng, what's the percentage for Science POP Quiz?"
I'll miss Jocelyn Tan for her "Achacha!" LOL.
I'll miss Joel and Liling's scandalous affair. xD
I'll miss Eugene's "2D!!!!!" and his favourite pose. Which is putting his hands on his waist?
I'll miss Bai Chuan and Chiah Ying's stupid but funny jokes. (Seriously funny)
I'll miss Gemonn for his childish-ness.
I'll miss 2D. D:
And I'll definitely miss Cheryl and Jiaying suaning me. And Sean ganging up with them too.

Abigail.
Maybe I'll miss my blondisness too. -.-

Oh yeah. It's all over.

2009-10-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

Last day.

Today WAS FUN. Omg, I gotta sleep like pretty soon. Nevermind, I must blog on last day of school.

This morning seemed pretty usual. No unusual stuff surfacing. Cheryl, Jiaying and me were busily exchanging gifts. And Kimberly gave us each a lollipop! xD Thanks people! I love you! <3 Cheryl and Jiaying were like happily laughing away at my 'blondishness' from the letter which I painstakingly wrote for them. I admit, my spelling ain't good... And, I nearly cried (nearly) when I wrote it for them. ):

After morning assembly was when things started to show that it was the last day of school. Did cross-stitching and stopped at 8.15am. Eugene seemed pissed off (><) 'cause all of us were slacking and none of us seemed willing to do the spring cleaning (duh.). Right after Eugene screamed at us (literally), he gave a huge smile. Omg, scary. LOL. Then we got started with the clean-up. Put all our bags outside first, and went according to the schedule Gemonn and Eugene wrote on the whiteboard. I'm supposed to be in charge of the cleaning of walls but since I didn't have a cloth, I stole Brandon's duty and swept the floor instead. Jiaying had to come and steal my job cause her hands were 'suan' from the cleaning of the walls. True, it was tiring. But at the same time, it was a joy to see everybody (and I mean EVERYONE) doing their part for the spring cleaning in our class. The sight of it really planted a smile on my face. D:

Then, it was the issuing of results slips and the target setting form. Lame. And Chenlaoshi made us write about the 'summary of conversation' of the one-to-one interview with him which didn't take place at all. And all the dates were the same. Today's date. -.- Then it was phototaking. It was awesome. Few of them brought cameras but most used handphones to take pics with one another. ._. except for me. My handphone camera lan :x Then it was recess. After eating, went to help squad 2 to 'try' changing parade. And chiong-ed to Tower Hall after that for streaming briefing. Sat with Cheryl, behind Chiahying and Baichuan. BIG mistake. All three influenced me with their horny stuff. Assholes :x Seems like alot of people (including them) are taking triple science geography. Then Mr Yeow came and told us that we're gonna set a mini Guinness World Record. Which was tearing out 380 lollipop wrappers and 380 eating lollipops at the same time. I didn't do it. Rather eat it at home xD Mr Yeow looked really funny talking into the microphone and holding the lollipop with the other hand at the same time. xD And Chiahying was gross. He sucked it at first, then put into the wrapper. Then he took it out and sucked it again. Omg. And he threw it away in the end. -.- Jiaying seemed very lonely right in the front. But she pangseh-ed me and Cheryl first to go with JJ. Serve her right. WAHAHAHA XD Anyway, she got Huijun and Sean to pei her. (:

As we walked back to class, it seemed pretty normal. But the instance where we stepped into class, the atmosphere changed. I hugged Sean before going into class. Eyes teary but managed to hold back tears. Then, went into class, packed my stuff and was about to go to the toilet to change, when I saw Cheryl and Jiaying and a few other classmates crowding around Eugene and Margaret's tables. After I saw Eugene crying, gah, I cried too. Omg, and I can see both Cheryl and Jiaying's eyes were teary. (omg, I'm gonna cry again -.-) So yah, quickly ran to the toilet and changed. Came back to class and both Jiaying and Cheryl were gone... CCA started at 1pm. But I went home at about 2.30pm... Didn't feel quite well and vomitted too...

2D'09. You're history. You brought so much memories to us. Memories again. The culprit of tears. I'll miss you all. Even the boys. Without all the suaning, all the jokes and even all the horny crap you guys brought to this class, 2D'09 won't be the same. One never treasure the things one has in front of him. One will only realise how precious that thing is once it's gone. True, that's what happened. First semester was like, hey holidays are here, let's have a good rest and come back next semester. Then last day of school, it was the tears which spoke the unspoken words. Goodbye 2D. Really goodbye.

Maybe next year will be a better year. Maybe not. I'd better not write anymore. Lest I cry again. -.-

Gotta go! Bye.
Abigail.

A stupid spelling mistake I made: I'm a Pieces. No, a Pices. No, a Pisces. (finally I got it right. Born as an Aries better. Easier to remember -.-)

Life still has to go on. But before it goes on, please allow me to treasure the last few moments with 2D. Class chalet. 23-25 November.

2009-10-29T08:43:00.002+08:00

So ya, 1 more day till goodbye. What the heck. This year flew really fast. It went from "I prefer 1E" to "OMG. I don't want to part with 2D!" Yeah. Currently in school now. Supposed to do some YOG project about the Spain thingy. Yay, Jiaying and Cheryl kindly finished everything. I love them. <3

So I guess after 1.15pm tomorrow, it'll be boring, boring and more boring. CCA first. Then holidays will be filled with trainings throughout. Chinese homework so much le, not to mention the others. It's spring cleaning tomorrow. Z. Jiaying just sabo-ed me to bring a rag tomorrow. Thank you alot dear. -.-

Jiaying's sleeping now in Tropical Paradise. Yikes, I have the temptation to take a picture of her. Drooling. That would be nice. (: Cheryl's finally stopped her Rilakkuma-ing. Hooray. I'm gonna miss them both. Sean too. Stupid gay, going IP. But, it's a good thing for her. AHHHH! There's only 4 triple science class. 2 Geography, 2 History. I hate this school.

After this will be PE. It's gonna be the last lesson this year. Must play captain's ball to our heart's content man! Yeah...

Sian. Don't feel like blogging le.
Byee.
Abigail.

Suppose we weren't separated. What will happen then?

2009-10-22T18:45:00.002+08:00

Today is super boring. Chinese, needless to say. Went through exam scripts and got back paper 1 which was a damn right killer. Sucker. Did quite badly. ): Jiaying owned for zuo wen. Hate her. >:( Then was PE! Yay, fun fun hahahaha. Baichuan, glen and joel were in our group. Lol. It's quite fun cause I managed to catch the ball a few times. -.- Jocelyn Tan and Ryan were super hiong, as usual. Maths is boring. WE DID INDICES. That's secondary 3 e-maths. Z. Downright boring. After that, english. Did nothing. Cause never got back english paper 1. Good uh. Don't wish to get it back. -.- Chionged my cross stitch then hahaha xD Science, as usual, also do nothing. Maybe going computer lab tomorrow, that's what Ms Ng said. Yay. Finally. -.- Then Jiaying tried to do it. I must admit she's not bad, being someone who did that for the first time. Much better than my first piece. :x Then, it was Geography. Omg, it was FUN. Me, Cheryl, Jiaying and Karmei played the ci yu jie long, which is the same as 'it's a small world'. And Karmei tio owned by us. Wahahahhaa. Super funny. Then, Mrs Charles came and said we're not getting our geog paper back. -.- So we continued playing. This time, it was also with Sean, Li Ling, Kimberly, Jocelyn Tan, Jeannie, YingLing, Sherilyn and Meiyi. We played elimination ciyu jie long. Forgot who won already :x Anyway, after that played concentration. LOL. super funny when see people flop. And when meiyi and jeannie (the last 2) played together, Meiyi was either soup or soap and Jeannie was the other. Jeannie won in the end. And school is over! Yippppeeee xD There's cca tomorrow. Ahhhhh ): But good thing is, it's performance rehersal. Not 'real' cca. xD

It's 5 more days till the holidays. I really she bu de 2D. I really love this class alot lah. Even the boys also super funny. Can't bear to part with Jiaying, Cheryl and Sean. Stupid sean. Go IP. She good, hope she get very very lonely and she'll start to think of me and miss me like hell. WAHAHAHA. Huo gai. Maybe me and jiaying and cheryl may get into same class if we took the same stream. Hope it's this case. But I really have no idea what stream to take yet. Triple science? Then what's for humanities? I hate geography. But I hate history's SBQ. Sian. Life's a bore, even after exams. Elit's definitely out of the question. It's so not my type. (I'm not a person who expresses very well -.-, so not romantic xD) Oh well, see what my geography marks are. Hmm.

Gotta go.
Bye.
Abigail xD

I think we both took the right paths. Maybe, we weren't meant to be together in the first place. What is meant to be, is meant to be. There's no point in forcing something that wasn't destined to be yours in the first place.

2009-10-20T15:29:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I'm blogging now. I'm supposed to be doing script for farewell party. Oh well, whatevers. It's 11 days to holidays. Yeah 11. I suppose it's pretty fast. It seems just yesterday when I was shocked that I was in the same class as Jiaying and Cheryl. Wow, I survived one whole year with Jiaying. 10 months, to be exact. Today's Mini Olympics was lame. Had a bad cough since Saturday, so thought I could pon. Anyway mum warned me not to go for the relay. Then, since Huishi and Wanyu didn't come school (!), road relay team is only left with me and Jiahui. Bo bian, jiao lian say must have teacher-in-charge come explain if not all teams must participate. So me and Jiahui found Vanessa and Siying to takeover. Competed with table tennis. Yeah, lost. D: nvm, at least we tried our best xD Holding the baton suddenly reminds me of P4. During sports day when I was one of the relay runners then. The past really do hold much memories for me.

Anyway, after relay, went back to class. Seriously, I really felt nauseous. It's like, having a bad cough with so much phlegm (eew!) and want to vomit at the same time. That didn't happen, luckily. If not I would have made a big mess. Yikes. Reached class and gave Cheryl an apologetic look cause I pangseh-ed her. :x After that, I said hello to dreamland. The boys were super noisy. I don't know what's the thing about playing pacman on their phone. Oh well, they were the ones who woke me up -.- stupid. Wake up then continued stitching my winne the pooh and tigger cellphone pouch. Currently doing tigger's head now. Pooh is done. Wahahhaha :DD Come to think of it, I started stitching at P6. So far, this is my fourth piece only. What a failure. 2 years do four. And the first one, was totally screwed. The Pooh was disfigured. .___. So after school, went to tampines mall with Yirou and Vanessa. Both of them super pro. Their lunch: Ice Kacang. While I ate Claypot chicken rice when I just recovered from a sorethroat. -.-

I guess I'll miss Jiaying and Cheryl and Sean alot when this term ends. Great, that nostalgic feeling is back. It's like the times of P6 and Sec1. Yirou mentioned about 世界末日during lunch. I really can't imagine it. It's like no more school, no more cca, no more friends, no more family. Wow, and no more me. 有时我真的以为自己根本不存在。

Life is boring. When you haven't find the true meaning of life. Yeah. No idea what lies in the future. I doubt I'll be seeing someone again. And even if I do, it'll be just like the other time I saw him. Smile, and walk away. I don't know, but maybe time really do heals wounds. It was once a reality, but has now become a fantasy, of my own. There's no point in holding on to the past I guess. The only hope is, the future. Still, memories will still not fade. For now.

2009-09-27T12:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, that's me. With the new haircut. -.-

2009-09-27T12:08:00.004+08:00

HAIRCUT. YUCK. EEW. I look weird. Definitely weird. -.- Okay, I don't know what to say.

Lyrics to ban qing ge.

半情歌 - 元若藍

花接受凋零
風接受追尋
心的傷還有一些不要緊
我接受你的決定

你將會被誰抱緊
唱什麼歌哄他開心
我想著天空什麼時候會放晴
地球不曾為誰停一停

你的明天有多快樂不是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合
也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

我的明天快不快樂都是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合
也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
另一半的歌

Gotta go. Bye.

Maybe, what we're going through now is similar to the lyrics of this song.

2009-09-22T20:53:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHH. Paper 1's is in like 3 more days?! So can't wait for freedom. -.- The loooonnnggg weekend was awesome. Definitely. My squad chiong-ed the ltp proposal. Sucked. As in the process of doing it was sucky. I hope the proposal was acceptable... Went to a 10 course lunch at Bottle-neck park at yishun on Saturday. Great-aunt's birthday. Lol. Got lots of people whom I don't really know. Only saw them during CNY. -.- Food there was great. The chilli crab! Yum! Still don't have any idea what's the controversy about with M'sia claiming the 'chilli crab, bak kua and chicken rice' rights. After lunch, then went to airport. Did proposal with squad. Lol. We didn't really know how to start. And they're amazed at the size of my mini laptop. Heh. Left at about 7.30. Took MRT to tam mall meet parents for dinner. Sunday was super slack. Chionged proposal in the morning. Then in the afternoon, I did elit script. Haha, I love myself. (Wenyi and Lianne couple <3) LOL. Okay, then for dinner... Went to kembangan to eat zhu chao <3 And I saw xinhao there. D: (... ...) Erm, yeah. Totally shocked, yeh. After that went to the just opened shopping mall City Square at Sembawang, not the M'sia de. Fun seh. LOL. Reached there at 8.30pm. Left at around 10, cause shops are closing already. -.- Next day, went SAFRA tampines to play table tennis. Super hot. Got people playing badminton too. Then Dad was like playing with some adult table tennis. LOL. He learnt that before lorh. I'm like super noob and he doesn't want to teach me. Oh well. Then they went swimming. I hate swimming btw. :x Went gladys' house after that. Go home, then after that went to Compass Point. HAHA. Shopped for Evan's wallet. xD He's super picky. Converse, Billabong also don't want. Want the MYUK wallet. -.- Bo bian, went to tam mall Wallet Shop and bought for him.

Life's a bore. Seriously. I hate exams. But, on the other hand, there's no more CCA this week. Hah, yay! LOL. Gotta go. Watch tang xin fong bao.

Bye.
Abigail.

Your expression showed me that you didn't care afterall. Not at all.

2009-08-30T15:35:00.002+08:00

Ooohhhh, long time no post. D: Pretty pretty busy nowadays. WATCHING FATED TO LOVE YOU! :D
Nice show. Though it's quite draggy, but still it's nice. School is still boring. It's Be Yourself Day tomorrow. And in conjunction with Teacher's Day, we have to dress up to the theme "Shining Star". So, is this Be Yourself Day? Where you have to dress up according to a theme? And the thing is, we're not allowed to wear: short shorts, slippers (!), miniskirt, cannot dye hair, etc. Oh yeah, Be Yourself Day huh. And to think me myself wears t-shirt, shorts and flip-flops. Maybe I'm wearing bermudas. And school shoes. Eeeeeekkkks. How weird. -.- Don't care uh, just wear. Wth.

I go continue watching Fated to love you le. And eat my Dreyers' Cookies and Cream ice cream too. Yumyum! <3

Abigail xD

I got this feeling. Perhaps, I may be able to see you tomorrow. ><

2009-08-11T15:45:00.000+08:00

It was science SPA today. TOTALLY SCREWED. I hate spas. -.- Anyway, really didn't feel like going to school today lorh. There's still zuo wen which i haven't do yet. Great, I'm like on a major slacking session.

English CT was quite screwed too. Don't freaking know the answers to the vocab questions. Then it was ELit. Kind of slacked. But I feel that for Lit, we did way way more work than the other classes, like wth?! So unfair. -.-

English was boring. Was waiting for the bell to go. Went geog room, aircon <3 And need do english argumentative essay. WTH. Crap sia. :x I think I'm gonna flunk this semester. Big time.

Recess. After finish eating went to DNT workshop cause jiaying wants to hand in DNT file. Shit sia. I went there, then Mr Gey was like, did you study for the test? Didn't do quite well leh. OH MAN. I'M SO SHIT SCARED. Wait, it's dnt. Sucky subject. All the theory work makes me cry la. Do you even think i'll be able to guess what mechanisms they are? So cheem can. I did STUDIED k? It's just, I dunno. Brain wasn't functioning that well. Haiz, I can't imagine failing DNT. Oh no... T____T

Then it was lab. Science SPA. Screwed. Was copying jiaying and cheryl lah. Apparently they didn't know too. So, we three are all dead. x.x Especially me. Gosh.

We were late for CD. So I guessed 2C was pretty pissed with us. It's Ms Ng lorh, she held us back. Anyway, talked about Mercy today. Yikes, was playing with jiaying, cheryl and eugene lah. HAHA. Keep di-siaoing him. Yikes, is he pissed? Hope not. Eugene's not that petty one right? :D Car wars was funny. Had a good time laughing. LOL. Then go home. Walked down the hill with vanessa and huishi. It's huishi's birthday today! Okay, then ran for bus 9. Wth. Looked like a stupid goon chasing after the bus. Then chatted with serene on the bus. Yay, then home sweet home.

Sayonara,
Abigail xD

Yeah, I miss you. Big time. ><

2009-08-06T16:40:00.009+08:00

WHEEE ~ Big wind :D (at Bedok Jetty)

Act cute. Cute = Ugly ~~but adorable~~

LOL. She looked as though she wants to laugh. At the same time, constipated eh?

Yikes, this is super unglam. Yours truly, Cheryl.

Laughing to yourself, dear?

Smile! :D

Jos looks grossed out by her chocolate ice cream.

Cool, the twins drinking their TEAs together. At the same time. xD

Yay, that's me. xD

Gosh, unglam! Well, there are worse pictures.

Jiaying's acting buey song. -.-Gah? Eating ice cream with a fork? Yeah, that's Jiaying's plate :D

So ya, these are the few pictures taken. :DD haha, it was fun! Yeh, hoped to go out again soon xD

Gosh, I'm like super digressing. Great, there are tons of homework piled up... Maths, geog and dnt. Yikes. There's science SPA next week. oh no... ><

Gotta run.

Sayonara ~

Abigail xD

Maybe things were meant to turn out this way. Maybe.

2009-08-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was awesome. AWESOME.
Cheryl missed out part of the fun. Oh well, who cares? xD
So, the 2.4 run was gone pretty fast. Got 66th in position. Yikes, at least it was better than last year's 97th or somewhere around there. :x
Went cycling then. Super funny. My handbag was definitely in the way and Jiaying and Jos just couldn't stop suaning me. Seems like I was the unglam that day. Finally solved the problem with a detachable basket. -.-

Then, came the worst part. Was cycling with Jiaying on the double bike. I was behind. Then suddenly, don't know why, she suddenly pedal super super fast. Walao, then my slipper slipped off. Wth. Since the bike was already moving fast, my slipper was soon like quite far from us. Worse still, behind us was a lorry. I seriously don't understand why lorries are allowed into bicycle tracks. Anyway, I could just only stare blankly as the lorry drove past my slipper. Okay, ran over my slipper. Was on the brink of losing my sane-ness. Polkadot ripples! ):
Luckily, it wasn't spoilt or anything. -.- Stupid.

Jiaying and Jos were having a great time laughing. Oh whatever. xD It's kind of an experience. While cycling, me and Jiaying sang songs (!), took video using Jos's phone. That was to show Cheryl. And make her super jealous :D I think it worked. After that took taxi to Century Square to meet Cheryl. Then went shopping for a shirt that is needed for Cousin's wedding on Friday. They were like saying, "No, too casual." Ack, and I was like, "Yikes, TOO EX. -.-" In the end, went to BEGA. Saw a shirt, yes it was quite formal. $39.90. Cool, didn't have the money with me. Then later in the night, went there again with mum, who bought for me. WAHAHA. :x

After BEGA, went to buy Jiaying's mobile phone screen protector and the cover. Say what, phone got alot of scratches already. Duh, what she expect. Unglam. xD Then went Jack's place to eat. LOL. Quite unglam there. I burped (quite loud ><). Jiaying ATE ICECREAM WITH A FORK. and spoon. Jos, had to eat 3 scoops of icecream, thanks to me :D and cheryl, erm, idk, just took some unglam pics of her. And fyi, Jiaying owns in unglam stuff.

Then we took mrt to white sands. Played arcade there. HEEEE :D Played the drum. D: Ownage! :x then i went to try DDR. Wth, failure man. Got pass stage 1, stage 2: not more than 10 secs, FAILED.

Gtg. Btw, was at Cheryl's house just now. For the first time. Rilakkuma really IS her world. Lol.

Sayonara ~
Abigail.

Suddenly, you seem so distant. Yet so close.

2009-07-28T16:39:00.002+08:00

Geo common test today. Was quite freaked out. Everybody in class was like studying studying. 2D's hiong. Gives me the pressure :x

It turned out quite hard? Gotta write alot, yeh. Can barely memorise laaaa. Yesterday was FUN. Went uncle eric's tuition. Saw him doing frog dissection. LOL. Quite gross yeh, but it's an experience. The frog's heart damn cute sia. Take out from the frog's body and still 'pumping'. It kindda pumped for like throughout the whole dissection? Which is like one hour plus. And the frog's eggs (it's a female) is ALOT ALOT ALOT. Uncle Eric said it ranges from 10-50000? Okay, I didn't really pay attention. -.- FUN :D Bad thing was, I spent 2 hours there. And I barely studied for geo test which is today. zzz. Nvm, don't really care.

Then after geo test, was elit. Suey suey Ms Koh called my reg num. "No.3" Walao. In my heart, I was like wth?! Why so zun/zhun one? Then showed my cereal prawn poem. I think it sucks kay? Frankly speaking, all the cheem cheem english is I go online thesaurus.com check one. I'm not that smart, seriously. xD Then Lily Koh want us to do a national day related song. Grouped with Cheryl, JiaYing, Joscelin and Sean. Most of the work is Cheryl and Sean do de. And what JiaYing did was just write down what they say. :D At least better than me, slacking there. AND PLEASE, PEOPLE, CAN YOU ALL JUST STOP REMINDING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AT LAST YEAR'S LANTERN FESTIVAL? I'M REALLY LIKE SUPER SUPER PAISEH CAN? Omg, I can't imagine I was THAT BRAVE to do that. -.-

After lit, English. A bore. Walao, the argumentative essay I don't know what she talking about lah. Whatever, thesis statement blah blah blah ~

Oh, then it's Recess. Cheryl's crazy over my handphone game, Burger Rush, until she lost and has to RESTART. Poor her. xD -sarcastic- And Lyn and JingHui were saying that they can't imagine Sean wearing a dress. Then Lyn say photoshot. LOL. I can't imagine Sean in a gown. Lyn was still saying on my wedding day, let Sean be my bridemaid. LOL. And let her catch the bouquet(?) of flowers that I throw. :DD HAHA. Anyways, it's gonna be a looooong looooong time, or maybe that day will never come. Nobody knows what the future holds for us anyway.

After Recess, was science practical. Yeh, supposedly practical. Instead we were doing theory work. On digestion. Sian. I really don't quite understand that topic. So many enzymes to memorise. Guess I'm not taking Bio next year :x PHY IS THE <3!

Then was Character Development (CD). Cuifen Jie talked about Michael Jackson. And Rain (the shampoo, no dandruff ad). Wasn't really listening. :x Busy playing a game with Jiaying, Jos, Cheryl and Sean. LOL. It's like this. We sit on the chairs, then lift our legs up. Whoever legs touch the floor first lose. Jos gave up, cause she got drills later. Rofl. In the end, we all won. (yeah.) We even bet to see who's the last man standing. <:

Went Century Square later. Ate ramen. xD Then saw Yuhui! When I was at Aries. :x Then later going back that time, saw Kit Yee. o.o She didn't change at all. Lol.

Man, haven't do DNT yet. Sian. I don't understand why Dnt this year so hiong. It's not as if I'm gonna take it next year what. So much theory work la. Next week got test. Doubt I'm studying for it. Structures, Mechanisms and Electricity?! What the hack la. So much stuff to remember. Zzz. Fyi, I really hate Mr Gey. -.-

I'm so going shopping for a pair of shoes this Saturday. Next Friday's Hui Ting jiejie's wedding! Omg. So fast! >< Guess it's gonna be fun. YAY, can see cousins le. WHEEEE ~ ! Haha, long time since I've seen them I think. I got no shoes, except flip flops. :c

我想，默默地想你，静静地爱你，是最好的。

Sayonara ~
Abigail.

2009-07-23T17:01:00.003+08:00

So, today was quite boring as usual.
The first two periods of chinese got one NIE teacher came in.
A female.
Then we all tease Chen. LOL. Like he's being sick and everything. hahahaha xD

After that was PE. Did 24 inclined pull-ups. Then IT WAS SIT AND REACH. First time, I got D. Just by 1cm!
Heng sia. Jiao lian damn nice. After Pe, he let me try again. This time i got 39cm. hehe xD
And, Cheryl got C too! wahahhaha xD
Now, I'M AIMING FOR GOOOLLLDD for napfa!
Oh, 2.4km run coming soon. Wth. -.-

Then later is maths. Got back common test paper on mensuration. Actually I was really shocked that I got 20. I thought i'll get 15 or even fail. Cause last question i totally wrong. Heng heng got 2 marks e.c.f. (:

English was a total bore. I almost fell asleep while doing the NSW english paper. ZZZ. Boring laaaa. :c

Then science. haha, quite fun. Digestion. Gross though -.-
THEN LATER GEO. WALAO. i damn sian sia. Hear Mrs S. Charles talk, really can sleep. zzz. Luckily that was last period. I was just waiting for the bell to go. I guess Sean was also waiting for that too. xD

Walked back with Cheryl. Talked alot, gossipped alot. hehe. And then we came to a topic. Bras. WTH. That's just plain sick laaa. Nvm, i shan't say what we were discussing/quarrelling/arguing about. xD

I really x3 don't want to go CCA tomorrow. It's really the fear I have inside me luh. Really feel like quitting, but it's the guilt inside me towards my squadmates that stop me from doing that. Gee, praying hard that i'll survive tomorrow. And hope that time will pass really quickly, AND OUR DRILLS WILL BE BETTER! So won't get scolded and punished -.-

Sayonara ~
Abigail.

trying my very best to forget you. apparently, i've failed so far.

2009-07-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

(Wednesday, 22 July)
1. Where is your cell phone?
Dining table.

2. Your ~~boyfriend~~/girlfriend?
Lots. I'm a les.

3. Your hair?
Black.

4. Work?
Nope, I don't work.

5. Your father?
Huh?

6. Your favorite thing?
Food. And sleep.

7. Your dream last night?
Forgot :x

8. Your favorite drink?
Eh, coke? @_@

9. Your dream car?
SPORTS CAR <3

10. The room you’re in?
Bedroom.

11. Your pet?
Don't own one.
Would love to have a puppy/dog though.

12. Your fears?
The worst fear. CCA. -.-

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
A woman who has found a perfect job.

14. Where did you hang out last night?
Ikea, Giant.

15. What you’re not good at?
Expressing my feelings. Being honest about them.

16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex?
Depends.

17. One of your wish list items?
To be granted with more wishes.

18. Where you grew up?
Singapore.

19. The last thing you did?
Typed the letter 'e'.

20. What are you wearing?
OFG shirt. Outfitter's girls.

21. what aren’t you wearing?
Er. Bikini? rofl.

23. Your computer?
Acer.

24. Your life?
Sucks.

25. Your mood?
Mixed emotions.

26. Missing?
YOUU! :x

27. Who are you thinking about right now?
Same answer as question 26.

28. Your car?
Don't own one.

29. Your work?
Schooling.

30. Your summer?
Suck. Hbl totally ruined it.

31. Your relationship status?
I don't know...

32. Your favorite colour?
Black.

33. When is the last time you laughed?
Just. Jass made me. :D

34. Last time you cried?
Last night.

35. School?
Anglican High.

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MOUTHOLOGY
36. What is your salad dressing of choice?
Mayo (:

37. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
KFC.

38. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Jack's place?

39. What food could you eat every day and not get sick of it?
Sambal Kang Kong <3

40. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
The chilli one.

41. What do you like to put on your toast?
Strawberry Jam!

42. What is your favorite type of gum?
Bubble gum.

TECHNOLOGY

43.What is your wallpaper on your computer?
Sky and grassland.

44.How many televisions are in your house?
2.

45.Do you use a laptop or desktop?
Desktop, more often.

BIOLOGY

46.Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right.

47.Do you like your smile?
Kindda :D

48.What’s your best feature?
None.

49.Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Temporary tattoo? Those kiddy ones. -.-

50.Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?
Touch.

51.When was the last time you had a cavity?
Er. Forgot.

52.What is the heaviest item you lifted last?
Books. Gotta clear the desk and bring them to locker.

53.Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Nope. xD

BULLCRAPOLOGY

54.If you could, would you wanna know the day you were going to die?
Yesh!

55.Is love for real?
I dunno...

56.If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?
I don't see anything wrong with Abigail. ~~change to blonde.~~

57.What color do you think looks best on you?
Green! :D

58.Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
Is paper counted?

59.Have you ever saved someone’s life?
Nope. ><

60.Has someone ever saved yours?
My brother! <3
(indirectly saved mine)

DAREOLOGY

61.Would you walk naked down a public street for $100,000?
Never.

62.Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
No, $100's too little :x

63.Would you cut off one of your little fingers for $200,000?
Over my dead body.

64.Would you never blog again for $50,000?
This, I'll consider. ^^

65.Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
No. -.-

66.Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Nah.
67.Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?
Yeah, sure. xD

DUMBOLOGY

68.What is in your left pocket?
Nothing.

69.Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
What's that?

70.Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Stand. Duh.

71.Do you live with roommates?
I wish!

72.How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
3.

73.Where were you born?
Singapore.

74.Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Uhh? none?

75.What do you want to be when you grow up?
This question sounds familiar. Someone who is forever happy.

76.Who is number 1 on your top friends?
Haha, that's a toughie. Cheryl. <3

77.Have you ever got drunk/high with this person?
High, yeah. Always.

78.Who is number 2 on your top friends?
Jiaying, Joscelin. The Clique. Jass.

79.Do you like them?
Of course. They are my girlfriends.

80.When did you meet them?
Pri and Sec school.

81.Who is your number 3 on your top friends?
Classmates? Ex-classmates?

82.Have you slept in the same bed with this person?
I've never slept on the same bed with any friends.

83.Would you ever live with this person?
No waaay. :x

84.Who is your number 4 in your top friends?
Tons.

85.Have you ever kissed/hugged them?
Hug, maybe. Kiss, NEVER.

86.When was the last time you talked to them in person?
Idk.

LASTOLOGY

87.Friend you talked to?
Jass.

88.Last person you called?
Mum.

89.Person you kissed?
Him. (hey, I'm loyal. xD)

………………………………

90.When?
1 1/2 years? 2 years?

91.Would you kiss that person again? Definitely. LOL.

FAVORITOLOGY

92.Number?
2. Number 2!

93.Seasons?
Winter ><

CURRENTOLOGY

94.Missing someone?
Yep. T_T

95.Mood?
Blank.

96.Listening to?
Here without you.

97.Worrying about?
CCA. That's on friday. (SUPER WORRIED.)

RANDOMOLOGY

98.First place you went this morning?
School.

99.What can you not wait to do?
Sms him. D:

100.What’s the last movie you saw?
White Chicks. ._.

101.Do you smile often?
Think so.

102.Are you a friendly person?
Of course. xD

Good, the first half is over, now have some more fun: (wth. -.-)

1. Where is the boy you like now?
I dunno. At home? I don't stalk.

2. What were you doing Friday night?
Nothing.

3. Name something you did yesterday?
Did science common test.

4. Last person you text messaged?
Gemaine.

5. Who was the last person to call you?
Mum.

6. What are you doing right now?
Reminiscing.

7. Next time you travel out of the country where will it be to?
Do I have a choice? That will be Japan.

8. What color are your eyes?
Umm. Black?

9. Are you allergic to anything?
Yes. Jiaying!

10. Are you dating the last person you kissed?
That, gotta get the answer from him...

11. Last place you ordered food from?
Tampines 1 foodcourt.

12. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Mum.

13. What color is your hair?
Black.

14. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
Yup. Nursery rhymes :D

15. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeh. ><

16. Who knows a secret or two about you?
Erm. Close friends.

17. When was the last time you lied?
Just. Blogging here, and telling mum I'm doing Dnt homework.

18. Do you like fire?
That's random.

(Thursday, 23 July)
19. Did you have a nap today?
Not yet.

20. What is your favorite drink?
Coke.

21. What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
What's sweats? :x

25. Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing now?
From school. -.-

26. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
Thought of.

28. Is anyone jealous of you?
Duh. JiaYing. And Cheryl. :DDD

30. Have any regrets?
About what...? Joining the wrong cca? DEFINITELY.

31. Where were you 1 hour ago?
At home.

32. Where were you 8 hours ago?
School.

35. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
Yeh, Cheryl and JiaYing loves me.

37. Is cheating ever okay?
Unless it's cheating on your lover.

38. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Daddy.

39. What are you looking forward to?
7 Aug. Cousin's wedding!

41. Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
No. -.- Past month, past year, no.

43. What are you listening to?
Don't Cry. XR.

45. Favorite Sports Team?
None. Not a fan.

46. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Classicals. <3

47. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
~~Snoring.~~Sleeping. (I don't snore la. -.-)

48. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
More sleep.

49. Who will you be with this Saturday night?
Family.

50. What woke you up this morning?
My beloved dad.

52. Is tomorrow going to be a good night?
Maybe.

53. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Nope. ><

55. How many myspace accounts do you have?
Kosong.

56. Do or did you like school?
Did. That was when I was P6.

56. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Yeh. My family.

57. Where would you like to live?
I'm happy with where I am. (:

58. Do long distance relationships work?
Actually...it's rare for long distance relationships to be lasting.

59. Does your crush like you?
Wth. If it's a crush, definitely he/she likes you.

60. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Looking for a job.

61. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
No way.

62. Does a kiss make your cuts feel better?
Unless it's the same person who hurt me.

63. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Nope.

64. Can you cook?
YESSS! HOME ECONS IS <3! Fried an egg. It burnt. :x

65. What shoe do you put on first, left or right?
Right.

66. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
Nope.

67. Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
No way.

68. Have you ever thought about your death?
Yeah. Peaceful one.

69. Whats your hair color?
Black. -.-

70. Where do you put your towel after taking a shower?
Doorknob.

71. What color is your shower curtain?
I don't have a shower curtain.

72. Have you ever had stitches?
Nah.

73. Are you straight?
Huh? Straightforward? Depends.

74. Did you believe that girls have cooties?
Er... no.

75. Do you know how to use chop sticks?
DUH.

76. Can you finish the phrase, “Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?”
Yeh. SPONGEBOB! (Joan's love)

78. Do you sometimes believe that guys have PMS?
YEAH. OH SURE.

79. Who was the last person you couldn’t take your eyes off of?
JiaYing. Doing some unglam act.

80. Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
I don't know. Can't remember. ><

81. Have you ever run over an animal?
No.

82. What is your favourite cereal?
Honey Stars! xD

83. Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
Yep.

84. Have you gotten a text today?
Yahh. Sjab, jiaying, jass.

85. Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
Different people have different mindsets.

86. Where’s your favorite place to be?
Primary school. Third floor. .___.

88. It’s Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
Home.

89. Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
Wanyu, Sherry, JiaYing, Jass.

91. What are you listening to?
Nothing.

92. Your christmas list consists of?
Peace.

93. Your ex just asked you out and you say?
Uh. Idk. Really dk...

94. You’re going to New York for school, shopping, where do you go first?
School. 先苦后甜。

95. You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
Levi's? If I have money.

96. How do you feel about your hair?
Irritating.

97. What time do you wake up for school?
6 plus.

98. What movie is in your DVD player?
Nothing inside.

99. Last two numbers in your phone number?
LOL. Chen Lao Shi and Little aunt.

100. Who calls you by a nickname?
Lots of people. JiaYing, Cheryl, Joscelin, Sherry, Yuanteng.

101. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Left.

102. Do you like roller coasters?
NOOO. I'll vomit. ><

103. Favorite T.V. show?
She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan!

104. Your last IM was from?
Haha, Jass.

105. Favorite Beverage?
Ugh. Coke.

106. When’s the next time you’ll kiss someone of the opposite sex?
I hope it's soon. (kiss the same person, duh.)

107. What do your pants look like?
Wtf. They're PE pants. Whatcha think?

108. Are you tired?
Yeah kinddda.

109. Do you have to pee?
No. -.-

110. Would you kiss the cook of tonights dinner?
Yikes. Nobody's cooking. I won't either.

111. Laugh much?
Yep :D

112. What are your plans for Saturday?
No plans.

114. Favorite sit down restaurant?
Jack's place.

115. Bubble gum flavor of choice?
Is there coke flavour? If not grape.

116. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Wth. No idea.

117. The most excitement you had this week?
Went out with Jiaying, Cheryl and Jos yesterday.

118. What do you usually order at Taco Bell?
I don't eat that. :x

119. Have you ever sat all the way through Gone With the Wind?
Never watch it

120. When was the last time you were up all night?
Last year's annual stjohn camp. First night.

121. Where is your favorite place?
Uh. Said liao. Esps. (:

122. Do you ever think about the price of gasoline?
Nope.

123. Do you sleep with a fan on?
Nope. Aircon ._.

124. What’s the best thing about winter?
SNOW!

125. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Quite often. I'm doing that now.

126. How many states have you been to?
JB?

127. Are you currently planning a trip?
Nah.
128. Who was the last person you read something out loud to?
All i can remember was today's chinese lesson, Chen asked me to lang du.

129. Last time you forced yourself to do something?
Just. By agreeing to go for tomorrow's cca.

130. Have you ever googled your name and found somebody?
Nope. That i can try. :D

140. Who’s your number one?
Family.

141. Can you drive?
Think so. I LOVE ARCADE's racing cars. :D

142. What makes you feel like you are young again?
Seeing the photos taken in the past.

143. Do you ever type “kik” or “;p’;” instead of “lol”?
Frequently. ^^

144. Do you know how to play chess?
Yup. Tio own though.

145. Whats on your mind right now?
Tomorrow's CCA. zzz

2009-07-21T16:33:00.004+08:00

1.Do you want a bright yellow ‘06 mustang?
Yes. I would love to drive, even if there's a risk of the car breaking down.

2.What’s something you’ve always wanted?
Erm, stop reminiscing?

3.Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
Ocean.

4.Do you wear a lot of black?
Yeah.

5.Describe your hair.
Black. Shoulder-length.

6.Do you have a tan?
Nope. Hope to have one.

7.Are you a television addict?
Nah. I'm a food addict. Especially to zhu chao.

8.Do you enjoy spending time with your mom?
Definitely. I love her kay.

9.Are you a sugar freak?
Nope.

10.What is your favorite kind of movie?
Comedy. Romance too.

11.Star sign?
Pieces. (?) or is that horoscope? oh whatever.

12.Where do you wish you were right now?
Back in the past.

13.Whats your favorite part of the day?
Nights.

14.What brand of shirt are you wearing.
UHH. my school uniform? LOL. (ps, haven't bathe ><) 15.What are your plans for the weekend? Dunno. Audi perhaps. 16.Have you kissed anyone today? Nope. It's been years since I kissed. 17.What’s on your mind right now? ~~Him~~ Dnt I guess.

18.Are you excited?
No. -.-

19.How’s your day?
Quite fun. Slacked alot.

20.Have you cried recently?
Yeah. Over some shit stuff.

21.What are you doing now?
Dnt homework.

22.Listening to anything?
Over you. Chris Daughtry.

23.Are you talking to anyone?
Nope.

24.How’s life?
Terrible.

25.Who do you like?
Answer's obvious.

26.Does anyone like you?
Don't think so.

27.Do you curse often?
Yeah, teachers.

28.Is taking a shower a daily habit?
Duh.

29.When was the last time you cried?
Some nights ago. Cried to sleep.

30.Do you use lyrics to express how you feel?
Sometimes.

31.Are you ashamed of your past?
Not really. It's more like wishing to go back to the past.

32.Where does your Grandma live?
LOL. want stalk her uh. :x

33.Has anyone close to you ever died?
My great grandmother. ):

34.Who’s always there for you?
My brother, that I have to admit. <3 him lots. :x

35.Where is your phone?
Right in front of me.

36.Where are you at right now?
Home.

37.What are you doing tonight?
Watch Mark Lee's 'It's a small world'

2009-07-21T15:51:00.008+08:00

1.Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?
I don't own a hoodie. ._.

2.What restaurant do you think has the Best French Fries?
Long John Silvers!

3.When’s the last time you played the board game Clue?
I've never played Clue before. Monopoly was the last though (:

4.Who did you last get in an argument with?
Jia Ying? Cheryl? Yeah, random stuff.

5.Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
No, tried for a couple of months and was driven to hell. (phone was repairing at that time)

6.Where is your dad right now?
Johor Bahru.

7.How many people do you know of named Adam?
None.

8.How about Jessica’s?
One. Ms Jessica Ng.

9.Do you do your homework?
Duh. -.-

10.Are you friends with any cheerleaders?
My school doesn't even have cheerleaders.

11.What was the last thing you burnt?
An egg.

12.What was the last picture you took?
Some weird chemicals. Took it in science lab today.

13.If you could move anywhere, and take three people with you, where and who?
Australia/New Zealand. With my mum, dad and brother. Perfect :D

14.Is your computer slow right now?
It's always slow. What do you expect?

15.What’s the best thing about your mom?
She helps me to wash and iron my clothes. LOL.

16.Have you seen your best friend naked?
Eew, no. Hell no. I can't imagine seeing that.

17.Have you ever been in the hospital?
Yeah. A visit to my grandpa.

18.Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
If I really love that person, yeah.

19.Does your phone have to be charged every day?
Erm no. Unless Cheryl keeps playing with my handphone games.

20.When is the last time you held hands with someone?
Ages ago. Unless it's my brother's hand you're talking about.

21.If you woke up as the opposite gender, what’s the 1st thing you would do?
Check if my boobs are gone. Wtf? LOL.

22.Who did you last hug?
Mum. Goodnight hug. (:

23.Have you ever crawled through a window?
Nope.

24.Where is your mom?
At work.

25.Morning or night person?
Morning.

26.What was the last movie you watched?
White Chicks! haha xD

27.Any cool scars?
Nah.

28.Things about the opposite sex you notice first?
Erm...no idea.

29.What career would you wish to be in?
No idea. Teacher? eew.

30.Do you want a well-paying job or a job you enjoy?
Job that I enjoy.

31.When were you last on your phone?
1 1/2 hours ago.

32.What were the shoes you wore today?
School shoes.

33.Do you like math?
Maybe. Algebra prefered.

34.Are you currently in a relationship?
I don't know. The questions ain't answered.

35.Do you like hugs?
Yes. Except hypocrital ones.

36.Where do you want to go to college?
Dunno. Doubt it's even possible.

2009-07-15T21:03:00.003+08:00

No, tell me it's not happening.
Yes, it finally happened.
I guessed you think i've already completely forgotten a shit about you. So, you moved on.
I really can't believe it. When i was told, hell god, a new feeling came. Fear.
Something that i deceive myself, saying nah, it's never gonna happen, is the reality now. I got lots of wishful thinking before. Before. You moved on, but i'm still here. Stuck in these fucking memories of you and me. I look out of my bedroom window and all i saw was you, standing there in your rollarblades one and a half years ago, close to two. Hey, it's hell i tell you. Really, hell.
Is it goodbye? I think you somehow answered that question through your actions.
Your message was very clear.

2009-06-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

HELLO. my homework's not done and i'm posting. :x

CONVERSATION WITH SHERRY ON MSN.
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
wait
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
ASK VAN
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
OMG
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
CALL HER COME ONLINE
sherry says:
i call i create
sherry says:
u call i create
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
so you call
sherry says:
U call
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
please
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
you call la
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
i love you alot alot alot <33333333
sherry says:
nonono
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
here give you more hearts since you want it so much
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
ok fine
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
i call -.-
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
STUPID SHERRY
sherry says:
yay!!!
sherry says:
(:
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
she's coming
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
soon.
Abigail ﾑｪ｢♥ says:
say you love me
sherry says:
i love u

i know that girl, i know. :D
ayg tomorrow xD
hahahahaha can watch match wheeee !

so, we're quits? just like that?

2009-06-29T08:51:00.002+08:00

actually i'm supposed to be in school now, like the students from other schools.
just so Ahs got ayg, and we got freaking stuck with e-learning aka HBL, which is like sucking our blood real fast.
and the shoulders and neck ache cause of staring in front of the computer for like 8 hours straight. yeah, hbl is a killer.

finally my craving was fulfilled. went East coast yesterday to eat. yumyum, luckily got a parking lot. :x after dinner, went to the beach. got somebody teaching kids how to build sandcastles.
you gotta build sandcastles with your two hands, the same hands that you need to do anything, and accomplish anything. the only thing that came into my head was, those were the hands that you used to hold.

ok, i have chinese OE to do, DNT to do, and chinese WB (according to JY).
gotta go school tomorrow for ayg briefing. great, it starts at 9am which goes to show that i have to come out of the house at like 8am? -.-

you'll never be back, right? god, tell me this ain't happening.

2009-06-26T12:17:00.002+08:00

JiaYing says:
HAHAHA
JiaYing says:
THANKS ABI
. Abigail♥ says:
yeah whatever.
JiaYing says:
YOU'RE THE BESY
JiaYing says:
*BEST

there, she finally admits it.
i know jiaying, you love me. <3

michael jackson passed away yesterday. he was 50. D:

i don't think the memories will fade, not for now.

2009-06-23T12:28:00.002+08:00

oh my god.
i just went in to lovehatez@hotmail.com.
p6, i remember so clearly.
somebody hacked into this account. and wrote some shit as my pm.
till now, i still don't know who that person is.
the shit that he/she wrote affected my relationship with .... T_T
he smsed me, Abigail Chua, I HATE YOU!
p6... i really loved and hated that year.
you, me, our friends. third floor. really wish to go back there, back to those times.

2009-06-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

yay got a new car today! <3
SJR. blahblahblahblahblah.
yikes, wanted SJP sia. -.-
nvm, it's beige metallic wooohooo :D
nice, at least it's not so common in the streets.

amanda from 2e is in the same science tuition as me o.o
lol didn't know that.

mum tried driving the new car, which she did, luckily :x
a bit rusty huh? ._.
she managed to avoid all possible accidents in a 5 minutes drive, then changed to my dad ;D
wahaha xDD
bro and i just sat in the back and relax (:

any more hope left? or am is it just my wishful thinking?
damn those almost-seemed-perfect daydreams i had.

2009-06-18T16:30:00.003+08:00

Reader's Digest May Issue.
some jokes that i find funny. :DD

Worst Tech Predictions
"Next Christmas the iPod will be dead, finished, gone, kaput." Sir Alan Sugar 2005
"No need for a computer at home." Ken Olsen, founder of Digital Equipment, 1977
"TV won't last because people will soon get tired of staring at a plywood box every night." Darryl Zanuck, 1946
"There will never be a bigger plane built." Boeing engineer, 1933, after the maiden flight of a ten-seater Boeing 247
"Nobody would ever need more than 640 kilobytes of memory on their personal computer." Bill Gates, 1981

New medicines that might help relationships
New drugs for Men (By Women)
1. Anniversia: Triggers memories of birthdays and wedding anniversaries while simultaneously loosening spending inhibitions at jewellery shops.

2. Verbiloose: One spoonful of this before dinner will make a man willing to talk about his feelings for 20 whole minutes.

3. Slendavis: Widens and flattens the male cornea, making wives appear slim and willowy

4. Belchex: Adds a terrifyingly foul taste to stomach gas making men scared to burp, or let loose any other gas from their body.

7. Sportoblind: Reacts with the optic nerve to prevent men from recognising the word "sports" on the TV schedule. LOL. NICE ONE! :x

9. Chorocet: Two spoonfuls at breakfast and your man will have an insatiable desire to do household chores.

10. Storophobex: A spoonful a day for two weeks will make men eager and willing to go shopping with their wives and wait patiently in stores -even boutiques and lingerie shops- for an astonishing four hours.

New drugs for Women (By Men)
1. Shoppiproofen: Two 5-ml doses taken at breakfast will enable a women to walk straight past stores without entering

3. Moodifix: Doubles the length of time a women stays in one mood before changing to another, that is, from about two minutes to four, if you're lucky.

5. Vaniticillin: Enables women to walk past reflective surfaces without checking that their make-up is perfect.

10. Naggicease: Disables the vocal chords for up to five hours.

Mamma Mia
My mum calls me up and says, "You weren't home last night - is something going on?" I said, "Yeah, I'm cheating on you with another mother." Comic Heidi Joyce.

hahahahahha, had a great laugh reading them.
audi's patching now.
RAHH.

i believe, that one day, you'll be there, just right in front of me.

Carelessness

2009-06-16T11:06:00.002+08:00

RAHH. SHIT IT.
HEYMATH SUCK.
i got 2/30 for benchmarking.
why?
cause they showed that i never do the first 17 questions.
omg lah. question 18 and 20 i got wrong. Q19 correct, thus the 2 marks.
great, carelessness huh. never check.
' save and close ' is definitely scary. though it can help you save some time, but walao, so many windows come out then blur liao. 'x' the wrong thing.
haiz, so gotta make do with it. 2/30.
gek sim sia. walao. chua tio leh. haiz, careless.

jiaying, cheryl and joscelin coming my house later. do science project.
jiaying's bring macdonalds!
wheee ~ french fries woooooots! :DDD
ok, gonna cook instant noodles later. .______.
still very angry with myself.
GRRR.
stupidme; stupidme; stupidme.
2/30 is omgs. :/

i need your shoulders and ears, now. or am i just thinking the impossible?

Achievement

2009-06-15T14:23:00.003+08:00

Yes! and i finally finished reading ALL my books.
lun zi shang de mai xiao mai.
narnia : lion, witch and wardrobe
SHE DIAO YING XIONG ZHUAN <3
woots, i finished all four books. (:

holiday homework most of it done.
all except the english and science projects. and heymath benchmarking.
YAHOOO! :DDDD

next week going back to school already. :/
sucker. -.-

tell me why, you're so hard to forget.

Daze

2009-06-15T14:15:00.002+08:00

YAY! i finally cook(?) my own instant pizza.
microwave and toaster. <3
hawaiian flavour xD

tomorrow's gonna do science project.
yikes, methods of contraceptions.
i'm proudly doing the cap/diaphragm method. :D
lol, then my mum asked, "why is there something to do with sex?"
under the disadvantages i wrote : may cause an interruption during sex.
thus, her question. LOL.

i realised something. i miss you. D:
quite lag to realise that now huh. RAH.
habils. ._. o_o

2009-06-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

stuuupid. mixpod's getting me pissed. can't seem to put songs up on my blog .____.
rahhhh. computers -.-

just bought a ripples flip-flop! :DD
lol polkaa-dooots! xD
just went to tampines one just now. it opened on 9 april. i only went there today. -.- lagger.
window-shopped; saw lots of teenagers there. mostly couples. >.>

i wish you would appear somewhere, anywhere, in front of, behind or near me. thought i saw you at ikea just now, rah, i mistook you for somebody else. lucky never call him, if not i super ps -.-

Regret?

2009-06-12T10:57:00.002+08:00

suddenly it all became clear. do you really regret starting a relationship with ...?
i think so... or maybe it's just my thoughts running wild.

i'm trying hard to finish up the zuo wen. but kindof digressing, who cares?
i'm trying hard to find time to play audi.
i'm trying even harder to forget him. and the memories. good and bad.

Behind every smile, lies something else. deceiving huh. :/

2009-06-11T11:57:00.003+08:00

Hao's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAO! xDDD
lol.

Great. English's done. (individual)
Chinese's almost. left the zuo wen and du hou gan.
Science not even started.
Maths left with the heymath benchmarking.
guess this holiday ain't that bad afterall. :D

still chionging my she diao ying xiong zhuan.
at my third book, going fourth book liao (:
very nice, most words are not at my chinese standard. can't read, not to mention understand them at all.

there's a weird feeling. like suddenly, we're just mere friends. or maybe in these two years, we just sub-consciously became like this. really am at a loss. tell me what to do ):

2009-06-08T14:11:00.002+08:00

Tough, huh.
how tough life can be for us.

was in m'sia from sat to sun.
ate loads of great stuff.
seafood.
zhu chao.
ku gua tang.
dim sum. (and the list goes on. even though i was there for only 2 days. -.-)
man, all my favourites <3

shopped alot.
bought: 4 t-shirts :D
a pair of pink flip-flops.
a packet of coloured ear sticks(?)
food.
more food.
chewing gum (ate all in m'sia :x)

the hotel room was super small.
bathroom, ugh, worse.
at least there was a samsung lcd (dunno how many inch) tv.
and i watched mr funnybone, aka lao fu zi.
super funny.
after that went to cut hair D:
reached there 4pm.
left at 7.30pm.
while waiting, i was reading NARNIA: lion, witch and wardrobe. (for english project)
can't believe i'm so yong gong. (gagged.)

next day, went to tesco extra.
played the arcade there.
played my first parapara. O:
total failure, i thought.
instead, when they show the highscore, i was the highest. (wow, surprised.)
gonna try it again next time, if possible. (BUT, not in front of my friends, total embarrassment.)

trying hard to read finish the books needed to be read.
left with 3 more books. T_T
gonna meet sean, zhitao and eugene tomorrow for english project.
yikes, i think i'm the slackest. D:

i don't know why. once i saw your name, i was completely taken aback.
ain't sure of my feelings, i guess.
Abi, the fool.

Doubt

2009-06-03T14:37:00.004+08:00

I have no idea whether the person you are refering to is me or not.
Maybe we really should have a good talk.
A good talk, yeah.
I guess we've been avoiding the same problem for like, 2 years?
I don't know.
Sometimes it just ain't seemed over. I really hope that's that.
But if you wish otherwise, I guess I just gotta go with it.
People change, both you and me.
I really hope to get this over and done with.

I don't know whether you are going to the upcoming 6b outing anot.
But if you really do, I am not sure if I still have the guts to face you.

2009-06-03T14:04:00.002+08:00

Really duper bored.
Audition's suddenly become BORING. (omg, can't believe that I'm saying that. -.-)
yeah, BL : 0 people online. RAH.

My holiday homework, well I'm doing it.
Did heymath yesterday. At the same time, talking on msn with Joscelin.
And i got 21/30. omgomgomgomgomg T_T
SUCKKYY.

Morning woke up, super sleepy.
Then alighted number 9 bus, suddenly could hear someone shouting.
It was Nat. LOL.
So we started chatting, yeah while walking up the hill.
THEN, SHERRY CALLED ME.
I told her that we were at 201 Tampines at the Macdonalds eating breakfast together.
I HATE HOTCAKES.
I HATE HOTCAKES.
Big breakfast's still okay xD

Arguing with Sherry on msn now.
She <3 Hotcakes.
And I hate it.

TOMORROW'S GONNA BE CLASS BBQ.
Really can't wait.
Bought 100 plastic cups. (scared not enough) ._.
Ok, hope our home econs skills can be put to good use uh.

Gotta run, BYE! :D

PS: When's gonna be 6B'07 outing? D:

2009-05-28T08:00:00.002+08:00

Wow, it's been ages since i last posted.
To think i have the cheek to say that. -.-

MYEs was TOTALLY CRAP.
HOLIDAY HOMEWORK WAS EVEN WORSE.
Give us so much homework, walaooo. SUCKY lorh. Haven't even started yet, wahahaha. :D
I borrowed the whole 射雕英雄传 series. BOOKS. 4 THICK ONES. [:
Will be super glad if i'm able to read finish it. AHH~

AUDITION seem to be my cup of tea for now, whenever i on the com xD
That explains the mia-ing of blogging, i guess.
Wanna chiong level, still level 20. T_T
GAHHH.
Yushan already Main le. D:
Fast loh ..

Yesterday was quite fun, we do up the class boards.
Yep, except when disaster strikes when we forgot the jigsaw puzzle thingy.
Today, or rather later, i guess we're gonna finish it up :D

There's gonna be CAMP in the JUNE holidays. -.-
TEKAN CAMP.
Well, just get on with it i guess.
MENTAL NOTE: THERE'S GONNNA BE FULL U. @_@
Hope it will be, at least, enjoyable for me. (What am i crapping?!)

Release of report books tomorrow. WOOTS!
HAHA, can't wait to see the class and level positions. D:
Not sure if have CCA tomorrow anot.
Jos say don't have, last day of school won't have CCA.
Aw, really want to chiong audi tomorrow afternoon sia.
If have CCA, ah, plans ruined.
Hope don't have. * cross my fingers! *
Btw, haven't check DO yet. ._.

And Wei Shan's planning on 6B outing this JUNE HOLS!
At least there's something to look forward to. XD
Hope it doesn't clash with CCA and school. >Yikes, just the thought of it makes me; (gosh, can't think of any word to describe it.) (Joscelin suggested shudder. o_o)
Wish that whole of 6B, WHOLE, can come sia. Really miss them. D:

Okay, i shall stop here. Not sure when will be the next time I'm posting.
Ha, BYE!

Lost.

2009-04-29T08:25:00.002+08:00

I suddenly feel lost.
No praises from them, not even one. Only scoldings.
"笨，你真的好笨！"
"Stupid lah, this one also don't know. Use your brains lah!"

Wow, that hurts. Alot.
Especially when it comes out from someone very dear to you.
So far, cried in the dark.
I don't know if they knew about that anot.

I know I'm stupid lah. But can you just like say a "good job", "keep it up" when i get kindda okay results.
I know maybe because of work you guys are very frustrated, but does that mean that I am your punching bag?
Hidden these feelings for a damn freaking long time already.

But you guys are the best to me also.
That's something that I don't deny.
I hope you all can at least give me some encouragement, instead of just waving it off like it was some easy thing. I studied hard for that marks. Really hard.
Lastly, I love you. No matter what happens. (omg, so mushy -.-)

Some weird malay man was found outside my house. corridor, to be exact.
Well, hope i can buy a pepper spray asap xD
And maybe get ready some wooden stick or something. Lucky there's my brother there. Though he's young, at least he's smarter (in a way) than me.

Just finish yesterday's Paper 1 for English and Chinese.
Chinese was tough.
Both papers i did not have time to check at all lah.
But I'm quite happy that i managed to finish all 4 papers (my hands are aching, like duh!)
Later there's gonna be history test. Chapters 5 and 6.
Die. Didn't even study at all.

Chen lao shi is back. hmm. not sure when will be the next post. ah well, maybe after exams? :D

Bye!

2009-04-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

whooopie.
i feel like cutting my fringe.
but have second thoughts about it.
later cca how?
gotta use alot of pins ._.
nvm, i have decided.
layered fringe(not bangs!).

hmm, good friday may be hair cut day.
^-^

btw, squadthree'09 did great for zone comp!
quite scared that next year it will be my turn...-gasps-

Conflict

2009-04-02T20:13:00.003+08:00

My blog's definitely dead.
I'm gonna revive it someday.
But not now.
Have to rush my english newspaper report. -faints-

Mum's out to see ah gong at ttsh.
Dad's out for meeting.
Left me and my brother.
Dad and Mum have not been on good terms these few days. Really scared and worried.
Yesterday, Dad suddenly just flared up at Mum.
Could see the tears in her eyes.
I was crying too. Inside.
I really don't understand what has caused the change in Dad.
He wasn't like that last time.
He could tolerate these and not flare up and scold Mum.
I want my old Daddy back. T_T

Then i smsed him.
Hmph, should have known better not to do that.
No reply then no reply. So be it.
You can be cruel, so can I.
I don't know, but those 3 words have been echoing in my mind.
Should i just give up on that relationship that is more than 1 year ago?
I need an answer.

Today home econs was amazing.
Did the practical. Spring rolls!
Ahhh it was sedap xD
Joel proved to be quite helpful even though he was slacking/mia-ing during the 2 visits to Jia Ying's house.
Yeah, i love our spring roll. Tons.
Maybe we can go to Jia Ying's house and make them again? :]

Ok, gotta run.
Bro wants to use the laptop.
Goodbye ^^

You are important in somebody else's life.
And right now,
someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone think you ARE a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
somebody values your advice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone wants to be with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you
someone needs you to send them this letter
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
someone will cry when they read this

2009-03-10T12:41:00.003+08:00

woah, it's 3 days after my birthday ._.
my blog is deaaaaad. T_T
officially.

I so wanna thank my darlings for their awesome presents and wishes! :D
thankyou Dad!
thankyou Mum!
thankyou Evan!
thankyou Hao!
thankyou Gladys!
thankyou Kenneth!
thankyou Yu Shan!
thankyou Cheryl!
thankyou Jia Ying!
thankyou Joscelin!
thankyou Kar Mei!
thankyou Yuan Teng!
thankyou Sean!
thankyou Xiao Quan!
thankyou Hui Jun!
thankyou Jia Rui!
thankyou Xin Hao!
thankyou Joan!
thankyou Sherry! (As required by Sherry to be above Gemaine) LOL.
thankyou Gemaine!
thankyou Eunice!
thankyou Yu Hui!
thankyou Elicia!
thankyou Lyn!
thankyou Xue Min!
thankyou Ryan!
thankyou Dexter!
THANKS! xD

hahahahaha;
In SEL class now.
finally no more CZH's responsibility and stuff xD
doing what show-and-tell stuff.
sorry group, i'm super slack. ><
i'm not usually like that, but i can't resist the temptation of playing -hehe- [:

Recess just now was funny.
Jiaying was plucking out (sounds wrong) small styrofoam pieces from the 'damaged' whiteboard duster. And she was putting them on joel's hair.
He didn't notice at first, that was the funny part.
looks so blur and innocent(?)

Science was disasterous.
Science pop quiz was done terribly.
took a sneak when ms ng was marking them; huijun got 18/20!
roaaaars! gayyyy ):
then i did my science sharing.
on tuberculosis.
whatthehack.
abbreviation of tuberculosis is TB.
and when i said, teeebeee, jiaying, cheryl, karmei and sean were emphasizing on the beeeee so much they started cracking themselves up like some idiots who have no life (:

Jubilant

2009-02-26T20:49:00.001+08:00

oh ya,
7th March is nearing ><

Next Saturday is the <3

Bored

2009-02-26T20:28:00.004+08:00

omg, chinese test was given out today.
yeah ._.

then home econs was diao.
mrs looi dressed like (erm) the top and bottom is ok, matchable.
but then she wore sport shoes!
>.>

and it was raining today.
again.
and i was drenched.
but the ncos (shelly and joan) were worse off.
they were wearing school uniform.
the rest of us were wearing pe tee school bottoms (:
and they were totally translucent o.o

and there's cca tomorrow.
pt with squad ones.
lol hope it will be quite 'tolerable' for me.
but then cross fingers, hope that drills will be okay!
and uh, i guess i am getting used to the 3 samulahs 10 pumpings already :D
hahahahas.

ok, gotta go.
my brother's playing some game called world math day. LOL.
bye!

as expected, it was a useless wait.

2009-02-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

today was extreme.

I have no idea whether i should go China anot.

Cheryl pangseh me! she's not going. ):

then need to be in pairs O:

and i have no one -groans-

i want to have a trio! (with sean and huijun ><)

stupid czh, don't allow.

he's good for a chinese teacher. -excluding the uber uber boring times during Chinese lessons-

he's sucky for a form teacher. he doesn't understand us at all and doesn't care about our welfare.

SEL is ROFL de lah. he read from that sel file. make the whole class crack up with his english only.

Today chinese lesson was seriously boring.

gotta do the yingyongwen. (si han -.-)

i crapped alot. but cheryl crapped more.

and i asked czh tons of questions.

and don't know who asked, what is drawstring in chinese?

and chiahying (finally spelled his name correctly) or bai chuan say is hua sheng. rofl.

Then is maths.

went to spring rapsohdy. -my spelling sucks-

did the online maths test. zzz.

stupid algebra. so difficult.

for me luh ):

got 11/15. FREAKYYY.

T________T

then cheryl and jiaying got 14 each. (must be copy de!)

i damn pure, didn't even copy lehh :D -pukes-

After that, i really thought it was recess.

sadly, it wasn't. it's ACC.

then cai lao shi never come, chen lao shi came.

he like super slack lah. the whole class can control him like that.

watched dunno what dvd.

about kangxi and qianlong huang di.

VERY VERY boring!

seriously.

and both me and sean joined tables.

we were like playing our calculators.

press 1 + 1 =

then + 1 again.

then keep press =

dam fun.

we over there like wrestling with our calculators (:

then RECESS!

aww, i was starving. ><

then i went to DO with vanessa.

but it was blank.

then went back to class and slacked.

Then it was english!

so fun worhs.

Charissa did her presentation.

so nice sia :x

talked about mums.

now i suddenly realise that mums are such important characters in our lives.

and we not only did not thank them but instead took them for granted >

i feel so 'inspired' by her.

and then she showed us a damn funny video.

The Mom's Song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESe-AysF9mw

gogo take a look :D

she is so pro

Blur.

2009-02-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

As always, blur is the best word to describe me (:

Morning assembly, when singing national anthem, i suddenly thought that i forgot to put silent on my handphone.
And was like, oh shit. what if someone calls me and $*^&$^W#.
and i die.
Luckily, it was on silent. and nobody sms-ed me nor called me.
Hey, this month's smses are like so damn little :D

Went back to class. CZH's lesson. -.-
Did cheng yu ting xie first. Then we marked. Sean the gay got like 2 wrong. And i too have 2 wrong (:
rofl (-.-)
then CZH scam us.
he yesterday told us that after ting xie will be reading chinese newspaper.
instead he made us take out the textbook.
really felt like rebelling him :x
but didn't.
anyway, him speaking english is totally humourous. seriously, you should hear him say the word: Responsibility. He loves this word a lot.
Luckily, we only had one period of his lesson. 45 minutes of chinese early in the morning is already hell.
Imagine 1 hour and 30 minutes.
Suffering on monday and wednesday, 2 periods of chinese T_____T

After is home-econs.
I have no freaking idea what to do.
My head only had one word.
Survery questions.
okay, two words ._.
and was over there doodling on the tablet pc.
SUPER FUN.
it's like writing on the whiteboard.
just that you do not need a marker and duster (:
then later went internet.
the cher hack care.
she is like so damn luo suo.
talk talk and talk.
and she released us at 10.30.
15 minutes late for recess.
there were worse times.

after recess was music.
no idea what the cher is talking about.
malay instruments?
membranophones?
idiophones?
cellophones? (is there such thing?)
blank.
total black.
i forgot what others.
nevermind. i don't care anyways.

Then it was maths!
OMG. MR NEO WAS LIKE, heyhey come buy my icecream!
then the whole class chiong out except 4 people (including me)
and me and jos were like 'trying out' drills in class? omg.
and then mr neo gave us work to do (-.-)
potong red bean icecream. eeew. not my flavour.

blah blah.
malay was pure laughing.
cheryl, jiaying, joel, ryan, brandon and chiaying were like talking about yellow stuff.
tsk.
damn horny.
and the malay teacher is ONLY 18YEARSOLD.
unbelievable.
and ryan said, is her age square of 18? and i laughed like there was no tomorrow.

then english.
pure slacking.
joel was goofing around with jokes. (from my jokebook)
i really have no idea. but i have a bad feeling about english.
gonna fail it. big time T__T

then cca loh.
yup.
went storeroom.
and i was the patient Ah Meng!
Yuanteng was my aiai <3
lol she is someone who has a crush on me since secondary school.
And my age was 79?
LOL. >.>

done. end of the day.

i'm feeling half alive.
and the thoughts of you, drive me to insanity. >.>
oh whatever.
time heals all wounds, eh? :D

2009-02-18T16:12:00.007+08:00

what's a blog for?
saying out whatever you feel?
blabbering all the stress and stuff?

i guess, i really want to let it all out.

not gonna talk about today.
it's quite boring anyways.
Mr Chen made us do zuo wen -.-
Mr Neo made us do 3 maths questions. (tough >.>)
Ms Chua's ACC was pretty ok. talked about qing chao. (loved that dynasty<3)
Recess. Mr Lee. I don't know. guess my english is gonna cmi le.
Relief teacher. History cher got course then never come.
life is boring.
after school, i went home with cheryl.
and we were like talking. as usual.
then came the topic on p6 life.
i asked her about russell. :x
she asked me about him. o.o

valentine is over luh.
frankly, i was expecting at least an sms from you.

sat was a complete disaster.
i wore the wrong clothes. (wore sandals that definitely did not match my dressing)
clutched onto my handphone for the whole damn day.
even during tuition, i was like checking to see if there were any messages.
yep, there were. my girlfriends ><
yeah.

it's been 2 years already.
and i still like, miss you? wtf.
i don't know and i don't understand why.
maybe, i never will.
but i hope. i really hope.
for that one tiny impossible dream to come true.

plain speechless.
read your blog.
and realise maybe i am not the one you are talking about.
but if you ever read this post, yeah, you are the one i am talking about.
the same guy whom made me laugh and cry.

2009-02-12T21:40:00.003+08:00

omg. algebraaaaaa is so way deep.
i can't stand it.
so chimchim one. only the Gay Sean can do it. and maybe BaiChuan(?)

my handphone's buttons are gonna spoil, spoiling, spoilt.
i don't know.
it's just that when i sms, i will get damn pekcek.
the space button is obviously spoilt.
and the warranty is over. whatthehack.
tio scam; sony ericsson phones suck o.o
their walkman and cybershot are the only stuff that is 'Good'.

and there's gonna be Chinese ting xie next monday.
i dread spelling. it just gets on my nerves.
having to learn how to write those words when we already have an e-dictionary(!)
kappachu ~ ><

Kinematics is next Tuesday.
100% i am gonna flunk it.
it's just a freaking, difficult chapter.
and i don't understand some stuff.
well, wish me luck.
or, let me copy from the Gay Sean. i won't mind (:

gotta run o.o
there's cca tomorrow.
no FULL U. omgomgomg. :D
it's a downright good news.
but.
there's gonna be pt (-.-)
for squad 2 & 3 only.
guess it will be damn damn hiong bah. T_____T
well, just hope that cca will pass as fast as it comes.
bye!

2009-02-10T16:23:00.002+08:00

fake a smile (:

LOL.
today's math test, omgomgomg.
i don't dare say it's easy lah but it's okok o.o
hope no careless mistakes -.-

then history was like gonna sleep. it's ok luh. but then, tired.
science pratical is blahhblahhblahh. boring o.o
and i really don't freaking understand a single thing on kinematics! T____T
i doubt half the class know... :x
rofl. maybe i am wrong.

then english kindda funny.
mr lee was like teaching us a trick luh.
funny cher .____.

ok gotta run!
kappachu~!

2009-02-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

lots of things to talk about.

Friday!
there was an irritating, stupid cat outside my door! (i live on the 3rd floor btw -.-)
lucky is my dad open the door. can't imagine if it's me. -groans-
then i realised that on the same floor, there were two other kittens. and that cat was their mother.
disgusting. -puke-
sorry lah cat lovers. i hate cats. to the core. they are so -eew-.
then was in the car on my way to school, when i realised that i forgot to bring both my handphone and wallet.
whatthefuck.
i freaked.
no handphone? omg(s).
but dad did not drive me back home.
instead he reached out into his pocket for his wallet and took out $14.
and asked, "enough anot?"
-mouth gaped open-
bo bian, have to survive one day without my loved one, handphone.

was kindda calm. (funny, cause there was cca on that day)
and then, after i realised that i didn't confirm attendance, i totally freaked.
that was during recess time.
and after recess was history and english.
i couldn't concentrate at all.
in my mind, i was like thinking.
oh no oh no. diedie. i 害 my squad le. -roars(?)-
and english, mr lee was playing charades. (-.-)
last period leh, i over there in front of him dam freaked.
and he played charades. -ohmytian-

CCA was hmm, strangely ok for me.
we did quite a number of pumpings i guess.
we did squad drill that time, every 3 samulahs we have, gotta pump 10.
and we dunno pump how many times le.
but overall, it was ok.
no games, sadly.

Saturday!
woke up at 7am and went to jb.
had a one day tour there, with my dad's company.
luckily, gabriel and gracia (beloved cousins :D) were there too.
sadly, after lunch, we parted T______T
then went to fruit farm.
sat on a monster truck(?) and i found out that there was an awful number of ants (in groups!) on the top of the truck.
and everytime the truck jerk, (which it did most of the time -.-) a few ants will fall. (on us)
and i will happily(?) scream.
saw a monkey and 3 dogs there.
and a huge number of mosquitoes. (they love my blood, stupid blood-suckers)
after that, we went to museum(?!)
pineapple museum.
thought that there's gonna be a lot of pineapples there.
turned out that the name of the museum was like that because the town was called pineapple town as there were many pineapple plantations -.-
roflroflrofl. -diao-
it was a house. with lots of old stuff inside. there were even bottles of coke, pepsi and f and n(?) from my parents' generation.
blah blah. then went bukit indah jusco shopping. -finally(!)-
bought a lot of donuts from there.
played arcade(?) racing cars nia. -then realise it was a total scam-
and we bought 3 rollarcoasters potato chips and a chipster (hot&spicy)!
LOL.
and we went to eat zhu chao -that's for sure-
we left the place at about 8.54pm.
we reached singapore highway at 9.04pm.
so it only took us 10 minutes to reach the checkpoint and complete both countries immigration checkpoints.
fast eh? -o.o-

ok done with crapping.
i go audi le.
blahblah.
train 8k, i guess.
bye!

2009-01-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

ok whatever. i am freaking out. my home econs research thingy sucks.
i have no idea what to do. -.-
anyways, today's really a short day.
stupid common test; write an essay about the sea.
i was practically staring at the paper.
sure cmi one.

yup, just came back from ikea. again. i went there yesterday, for the same purpose.
supper-ing.
i guess my diet plan has not worked at all uh.

i gotta catch a few winks now.
bye!

2009-01-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

today was the big day. a very big one, for me.

and to wake up at 5.30am is definitely not my forte.

i was just so tired. and my thigh muscles were cramped.

have a duration of 45mins to get dressed.

yup, it was very long.

oh yea, breakfast was pathetic.

3 egg rolls and 5 biscuits. (:

it was really a miracle that i didn't faint.

met sherry and gemaine at tanahmerah mrt.

ughhhhhhhhhhh.

we were crapping stuff about first aid.

" What is the 'sns' for alcohol intoxication? "

" Erm, strong smell of alcohol? oh my goodness. I don't know. "

and as expected, i was freaking out.

and i remembered that all my first aid notes and stuff were in my locker.

helped gemaine polish her boots.

dui bu qi uh, i suck in polishing.

i think i made it worse.

OOPS. >

then i started freaking out. (again)

" Abigail, did you bring watch? "

" OH MY GOD! "

i just knew it!

i forgot to bring something.

it was my watch -.-

hanging on my pencil case at home.

ughhh.

then squad 2 and 3 ambulance also never bring O:

luckily, one team only need 2 watches.

so, yup, problem solved i guess. :x

then we did warm-up drills? nc3 and nc4 did together.

totally messed up.

after that, we went to 4B classroom (waiting room) and put our stuff there and fall in at new parade square.

yeah, uniform inspection.

then went to waiting room where we saw our sequence.

my team got NC2

sequence was, first aid, foot drill then home-nursing.

legs wobbly already.

first aid. omgomgomg.

" Number 2, go and look for person-in-charge. "

" Yes, Number 1! "

" Can the person-in-charge please step out? "

" Can the mrt control station person please step out? "

" Can any witnesses please step out? "

nobody came.

until one mam (how spell uh? -.- ) pointed to me.

it was yirou! ( 7-eleven's storekeeper or something )

then everything cannot assume.

i kept stunning. omgomg.

then later is footdrill.

I CANNOT DO STATIONARY TURNING WHEN WEARING BOOTS!

i was like going to fall down, and the dressing was horrendous ><

sorry team!

then i forgot do pandan kekiri. my arm swing luan. and then hai sherry arm swing also luan.

Judge's briefing.

" I have good news and bad news for you. "

" The good news is, you are the first team that did tukar and displac properly. "

" The bad news is, you are the first team that did slow march wrongly. "

aww. sadded and happy-ed.

then is homenursing.

ok bah...

have lots of mistakes though, when the judges brief us.

then it was results!

yeah, all the teams failed.

T_T

oh well, that's the end of mock comp.

the competition that i feared. :x

then after dismiss, xinmin IC was riding the bicycle around the school!

LOL. so cute and funny. :D

then i tom-pang vanessa's car back home.

luckily my mum reached home already. (i forgot bring house keys mah)

then bathe and watch a bit of the han dynasty show, showed on channel 8.

then went to sleep. on the sofa.

from 4.30pm to 6pm. -.-

eew. then wake up, i found myself super hungry.

went old airport road (again, went there last sat already)

blahblah.

i go audition liao...

not sure when will post again O:

i don't wish to talk about her.

seriously, gossiping is my forte and i am exercising self control okay?

show me some encouragement!

oh great.

tomorrow is...

HOMEWORK DAY.

wth.

cmi de lah.

bye!

2008-12-25T20:59:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!

though i don't celebrate this festival.
eew.

ok.
if i have time, i will post.
blah blah.
watch my little nyonya liao.
byebye!

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2008-12-22T15:46:00.005+08:00

omg.
omg.
omg.

my brother's sick!
just 3 days before christmas.
oh man.

well, he's sleeping now.
soundly (:
gtg bye!

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