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Hi. I'm not perfect. So don't expect perfection from me. 160510♥
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Lost. I suddenly feel lost. No praises from them, not even one. Only scoldings. "笨，你真的好笨！" "Stupid lah, this one also don't know. Use your brains lah!" Wow, that hurts. Alot. Especially when it comes out from someone very dear to you. So far, cried in the dark. I don't know if they knew about that anot. I know I'm stupid lah. But can you just like say a "good job", "keep it up" when i get kindda okay results. I know maybe because of work you guys are very frustrated, but does that mean that I am your punching bag? Hidden these feelings for a damn freaking long time already. But you guys are the best to me also. That's something that I don't deny. I hope you all can at least give me some encouragement, instead of just waving it off like it was some easy thing. I studied hard for that marks. Really hard. Lastly, I love you. No matter what happens. (omg, so mushy -.-) Some weird malay man was found outside my house. corridor, to be exact. Well, hope i can buy a pepper spray asap xD And maybe get ready some wooden stick or something. Lucky there's my brother there. Though he's young, at least he's smarter (in a way) than me. Just finish yesterday's Paper 1 for English and Chinese. Chinese was tough. Both papers i did not have time to check at all lah. But I'm quite happy that i managed to finish all 4 papers (my hands are aching, like duh!) Later there's gonna be history test. Chapters 5 and 6. Die. Didn't even study at all. Chen lao shi is back. hmm. not sure when will be the next post. ah well, maybe after exams? :D Bye! Monday, April 6, 2009
whooopie. i feel like cutting my fringe. but have second thoughts about it. later cca how? gotta use alot of pins ._. nvm, i have decided. layered fringe(not bangs!). hmm, good friday may be hair cut day. ^-^ btw, squadthree'09 did great for zone comp! quite scared that next year it will be my turn...-gasps- Thursday, April 2, 2009
Conflict My blog's definitely dead. I'm gonna revive it someday. But not now. Have to rush my english newspaper report. -faints- Mum's out to see ah gong at ttsh. Dad's out for meeting. Left me and my brother. Dad and Mum have not been on good terms these few days. Really scared and worried. Yesterday, Dad suddenly just flared up at Mum. Could see the tears in her eyes. I was crying too. Inside. I really don't understand what has caused the change in Dad. He wasn't like that last time. He could tolerate these and not flare up and scold Mum. I want my old Daddy back. T_T Then i smsed him. Hmph, should have known better not to do that. No reply then no reply. So be it. You can be cruel, so can I. I don't know, but those 3 words have been echoing in my mind. Should i just give up on that relationship that is more than 1 year ago? I need an answer. Today home econs was amazing. Did the practical. Spring rolls! Ahhh it was sedap xD Joel proved to be quite helpful even though he was slacking/mia-ing during the 2 visits to Jia Ying's house. Yeah, i love our spring roll. Tons. Maybe we can go to Jia Ying's house and make them again? :] Ok, gotta run. Bro wants to use the laptop. Goodbye ^^ You are important in somebody else's life. And right now, someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone think you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun someone thinks the world of you someone wants to protect you someone would do anything for you someone wants to be forgiven someone is grateful for your forgiveness someone wants to laugh with you about old times someone remembers you and wishes you were there someone needs to know that your love is unconditional somebody values your advice someone wants to tell you how much they care someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you someone wants to share their dreams with you someone wants to hold you in their arms someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms someone treasures your spirit someone wishes they could STOP time because of you someone can't wait to see you someone wishes that things didn't have to change someone loves you for who you are someone loves the way you make them feel someone wants to be with you someone hears a song that reminds them of you someone wants you to know they are there for you someone is glad that you're their friend someone wants to be your friend someone stayed up all night thinking about you someone is alive because of you someone is wishing that you would notice them someone wants to get to know you better someone believes that you are their soul mate someone wants to be near you someone misses your guidance and advice someone values your guidance and advice someone has faith in you someone trusts you someone needs you to send them this letter someone needs your support someone needs you to have faith in them someone needs you to let them be your friend someone will cry when they read this |
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Oohh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one |
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